Update: I am only looking for friends and am no longer looking for a relationship and am throwing the towel in on dating. Kind of tired of putting in all the effort just to be ghosted or rejected weeks or months later, or having a relationship that lasts years just to be told that they want to break up because they met someone else, no longer want a relationship and want to be single, or just don't know what they want anymore. So if you're looking for friends or someone to play video games with, then feel free to send me a message. Not even sure I'm looking for close friendships either at this point because those pretty much turn out the same way too after a while, so I'm really only looking for acquaintances and people to talk to and game with.
What can I say? Well for a start, I'm an artist, writer and poet. Art and writing is my passion and my temporary escape from all the problems in life. I love to write songs and many genres of stories, but poetry most of all, especially the kind about life and strong emotions. I'm also kind, caring, honest, a good listener and a humorous person. I like helping people and making them laugh.
I mainly listen to rock, metal, darkwave, Celtic and instrumental music, but can listen to almost any genre depending on my mood and the song, but I have some of my favorite bands listed on my profile.
When it comes to movies, horror, comedy and action are my top faves, especially horror, but of course I also like and watch other genres as well, it just depends on the movie and the day. I also like anime.
I'm also into gaming (mostly on PS4) and like a wide variety of games.
I generally consider myself goth even though I don't always dress it and have been into the goth subculture since I was 11 years old.
If there's anything else you'd like to know then feel free to ask.
I do have a lot more pictures of myself but prefer to send them and possibly even video call after talking a bit first. One of the reasons being because I get a lot of annoying pick-up lines and prefer someone to want to get to know me and like me for my personality rather than my looks. So if you do send me a message I prefer that you do it because you like my profile and not just my profile picture.
Also, there are some things I'd like to make clear.
1. I'm a bigger girl, so if you're only into women who are thin and look like models, then I'm obviously not the one for you.
2. No, I'm not into FWB, so I'm going to save you the trouble of messaging me and asking me. And no, I'm not going to consider it. I'm specifically just looking for ordinary friendship or something serious.
3. I'm Demisexual, so it takes me a while to build a connection with someone, and I can only have any kind of physical relationship with someone I have feelings for, so if you're not patient enough for that, then please don't waste my or your time.
4. I don't want to have children or raise children, so if you plan on having children someday or already have small children, then I'm also not the one for you. And no, I'm not going to reconsider it and it doesn't mean that I hate kids, I just don't want to have or raise my own for various reasons.
5. I'm Agnostic-Atheist, and when it comes to more than friendship and because of bad experiences, I prefer to date and have a relationship with someone with similar views. I've tried dating and have had relationships with religious people before and it never ends well because somewhere down the line it always turns into an argument and them trying to make me convert to their religion. I'm also Liberal and also prefer to date and have a relationship with someone with the same political views for the same, and other reasons.
6. I'm attracted to intelligence and prefer long, philosophical and intellectual conversations and don't like or do small talk well. So if you do message me, it would be nice if you say more than just "Hey" or "sup." At least when it comes to the first message and conversation. I'm also attracted to a good sense of humor, including sarcasm and dark humor.
7. If we start talking and you're no longer interested, it would be nice if you just tell me that and not just say we'll talk later and then ghost me.
