I am from the Bay Area born and raised. I love music and can’t live without it. Honesty is huge for me I also don’t put a lot of stock in words actions show you where someone really is and how they feel. I have a desire to perform on stage and on camera again in the future in different ways of course. I want to find someone I can trust and start a family with. I will be your most loyal friend and lover if you give me a chance and don’t betray me. I am a romantic with a love for life I just need someone to love it with. I lost my mother about a year and a half ago which put me on a spiritual path to find some form of peace. I watched my best friend/drummer die at 18 it almost destroyed me. I became a heroin addict within 2 months and spent the next 10+years trying to die without intentionally killing myself. I have suffered from depression PTSD Anxiety addiction and survivors guilt. I dealt drugs until my 10month old puppy was put down for protecting his home from a burglar while I was in jail. The whole time I was locked up all I wanted was to get back to my dog and to come home and learn he had been killed was the day I swore my life style had to change because it had just cause two beautiful innocent creatures there lives the piece of s**t cops put his mother down as well. I admit I’m still screwed up but I’m a lot better than I used to be and I want to keep getting better. I am highly empathetic, somewhat empathic and I am learning to tap into my psychic abilities and would love to find someone who might be able to help me with this. I have come to understand that everything is energy and we can all learn to tap into it. I believe I have a reason I went through so much trauma and survived it all and I think it’s to help make the world a better placer and bring more people to a state of enlightenment or at least understanding how they can achieve it. Of course I’m not there yet but maybe some day. I know I don’t want to keep living my life in a negative place so if you think you might want to help me build a better life for both of us hit me up. I believe family and love are the most important things along with playing music that I want more than anything now in my life. I have a strong s*x drive and I am kind of a freak and open to a lot of stuff. So if your not into maintaining a strong healthy s*x life we’re not going to work out. I am trying to start out from a place where I am no longer bringing my baggage from previous relationships with me so please be able to try and leave your behind too and I know that’s difficult but as long as we can work together I think we can do it. If you like anything I’ve had to say hit me up I love punk and goth girls dyed hair fishnets boots tattoos all are welcome. I own my own home and car and lost my job during Covid but am working to start playing music again and I will not allow myself to fail again. Some day I want to have a farm where I can build a home for my family and live in harmony with nature. Ok I’ve kind of started to end this several times and kept going but this time I’m really done. I know this was long but if you read it all and you feel like we could connect then I Hope I hear from you I know my twin flame is somewhere out there.
