Astro: Sun Virgo, Rising Virgo, Moon Sagittarius Numerology: Life Path 1, Destiny 7, Soul Urge 9
Enneagram: 4w3 / 4-6-9
MBTI: INFP-T
Spiritual Views: I identify to a large extent with Paganism, Gnostic Christianity, and Taoism.
Political Views: Absolute Monarchy (with Myself as the Sovereign Emperor of Earth)
Music Taste: I’m mostly into Metal and it’s diverse variants (Thrash, Death, Hair, Nü) although I like some Emo and Goth stuff.
Interests: World history, archaeology, paleontology, anthropology, geology, motorcycles, animals, mysticism, architecture that evokes feelings of eeriness or the supernatural, horror/science fiction movies. I play guitar and compose lyrics exclusively for my own creative outlet, not in collaboration with a band. I seldom play video games at this point in my life but I have a soft spot for some of the classics from the Sega Genesis, Super Nintendo, and PlayStation 2 consoles. As far as more contemporary/online games go, when I do play, I like Grand Theft Auto, Call Of Duty, and the Battlefield series. I used to really enjoy zombie games too (Left 4 Dead especially, not so much Resident Evil.)
Ancestry DNA:
England & Northwestern Europe 47%
Germanic Europe 21%
Scotland 21%
Sweden & Denmark 8%
Eastern Europe & Russia 2%
Portugal 1%
Personality:
I embody a complex mix of humor, playfulness, seriousness, darkness, anger, and sadness. There’s no way to describe my personality. My astrological sun and moon signs are very diverse, so I blame my personality conflict on that. I can be funny in a morbid or a wholesome way. It seems I have a way of bringing out laughter in people, no matter who they are. I have the heart of Martin Luther King and the brain of Adolph Hittler (⬅️ apparently if I type that name out correctly, it’ll freeze my account for a day, so I’m leaving it misspelled.) I’m nicer than most people. But paradoxically, probably even more hateful than most people at the same time — it doesn’t make sense. I can’t promise you’ll like me, but you’ll definitely be intrigued. I can lift others’ spirits with ease, even in their darkest moments, yet cheering myself up often proves a more elusive quest. There’s an understanding of human anguish that runs through me, and I frequently find myself articulating just what people need to hear to feel better. But I absorb the energy of others, which necessitates that I often keep my distance from people.
Bio:
Growing up in rural Kansas, I was a bit of a country boy. My grandparents owned land with horses and cattle. My dad took me hunting and fishing, but I wasn’t too fond of it. Instead, I enjoyed exploring for rocks, crystals, fossils, and catching crawdads, minnows, turtles, and lizards by hand. My parents were fans of Metallica and other 80s rock bands, which influenced my music taste. As I entered my teens and faced challenges, my musical preferences became more intense. I have kind of a unique identity. I always joke that I’m a Satanic Redneck. I’m not really Satanic though. I did have a phase where I experimented numerous times (and got scared tf out of) practicing black magic. I have a slight accent. And I wear cowboy boots — in a cool, understated way, though. I don’t tuck my jeans into the shafts lol; I wear the boots underneath my pant legs. They actually look very similar to the pointy Victorian-style footwear that goths sometimes don. I have some expensive authentic python boots I’m quite proud of. Going back to my youth. My dad, who was also a narcissist and an abusive guy, became addicted to drugs and I got taken into the foster care system where I remained from ages 13 to 18 years old. I was in about 11 different placements total, ranging from juvenile detention centers, boys home facilities, to foster homes. I’ve battled depression and social anxiety most of life and I’m finally starting to turn my life around after many years of being lost. I’m still licking my wounds but I am financially self-sufficient. I don’t mention my hardships to solicit anyone’s pity, just a heads up that I’ve lived a difficult life and have some psychological scars. I only engage in social interactions to the extent that I have to in order to get by in the world. I like to go outdoors and do fun things just not around a bunch of strangers. I’d prefer to only interact with people I genuinely like if I could always have it my way. If you are seeking a partner to impress your friends or frequently introduce to family gatherings, I may not be the ideal choice. Of course I would be willing to meet them at some point, just don’t expect it to be a regular thing.
Ensure unambiguous understanding:
If I compliment you or heart one of your photos, and you don’t respond with a reciprocal gesture, I’ll consider our interaction platonic. To avoid misinterpretation, you’ll need to clarify mutual interest.
No playerettes:
A person with a huge ego is a red flag. When you can tell they’re much more into themselves and not so much into you. I stop talking to women when I suspect they’re gonna make me do 100% of the work to keep the conversation alive, or if they seem like they got a plethora of other dudes they’re actively talking to (whom they’re likely to try and maintain as potential side options even after we’ve established a connection), or if I can tell they’ll have no consideration for my feelings moving forward if things were to get serious. I don’t mind a woman who takes pride in herself or has a strong independent spirit. But excessive arrogance, lack of empathy, and disloyalty are unattractive traits. If we establish something meaningful, you won’t find someone more honorable and respectful than me but I expect the same in return. I adhere to a monogamous lifestyle and have a strong disinclination towards polyamory btw. If you were a stripper in your past or something, that’s not necessarily a deal breaker, provided that you treat me with respect and do not flaunt it or expect us to participate in polyamorous hookups. Your past choices don't define our potential romance. What matters most is our alignment on values and boundaries in the present.
Not interested in becoming your fanboy:
Certain women apparently utilize dating platforms to gather male followers, subsequently directing them to their Instagram or other social media platforms where they seek additional engagement and admiration. I have experienced this firsthand, as some women have approached me with the proposition of friendship while encouraging me to follow their business page (lol.) In other cases, it was their personal page but I could tell they’re the type who use sites like Instagram as a narcissistic shrine to themselves — just to have people gloat over their pictures. Their underlying motive was to establish a connection only to subsequently withdraw from any further sincere interaction once they had secured my attention. It appears some women are attempting to cultivate a fanbase rather than pursuing genuine connections. Many suckers unwittingly become infatuated admirers, constantly circulating their social media pages, providing them with unreciprocated likes and attention. I’m not gonna be just another thumbnail image on your friends list that merely serves to boost your self-esteem. Only hit me up if your intentions are earnest. And if your primary goal is to seek friendships, it may be more appropriate to explore platforms specifically designed for that purpose rather than a dating site. Not tryin’ to be rude, hon.
I’m straight:
I often receive compliments from gay dudes followed by the question, “Are you sure you’re straight?” I am quite certain of my heterosexuality. Thank you for your kind words, nonetheless. Also, I respect all individuals who show me respect, including trans-women; however, I am attracted exclusively to biological females. No offense intended.
