Astro: Sun Virgo, Rising Virgo, Moon Sagittarius
Numerology: Life Path 1, Destiny 7, Soul Urge 9
Enneagram: Tritype 4-6-9
MBTI: INFP-T
Spiritual Views: I identify to a large extent with Paganism, Gnostic Christianity, and Taoism.
Political Views: Monarchy (with me as supreme ruler of Earth)
Music Taste: I’m mostly into Metal and it’s diverse variants (Thrash, Death, Hair, Nü) although I like some Emo and Goth stuff.
Interests: World history, archaeology, anthropology, geology, mysticism, horror/science fiction. I rarely play video games anymore but I have a soft spot for some of the classics from the Sega Genesis, Super Nintendo, and PlayStation 2 consoles.
Ancestry DNA: German, Scottish, English, Dutch, French, Swedish, Danish, Russian, and Portuguese.
Personality:
I’m a complex mix of goofy, funny, dark, angry, and sad. There’s no way to describe my personality. I can be funny in a morbid or a wholesome way. I can make anyone laugh. I have the heart of Martin Luther King and the brain of Adolf Hitler. I’m nicer than most people. But paradoxically, probably even more hateful than most people at the same time — it doesn’t make sense.
Bio: Being from rural Kansas, I grew up as kind of a country boy. Grandparents owned land, horses, and cattle. My dad would take me hunting and fishing, I didn’t really like it. I preferred to do my own thing and look for rocks, crystals, fossils, or try to catch various animals like crawdads, minnows, turtles, and lizards with my bare hands. My parents liked Metallica and other 80’s Rock bands which I think laid the groundwork for my music taste. My preferences became more extreme later in my teens as my life got harder. I have kind of a weird identity. I always joke that I’m a Satanic Redneck. I’m not really Satanic though. I did have a phase where I experimented numerous times (and got scared tf out of) practicing black magic. I have a bit of an accent and wear cowboy boots. In a cool, understated way though. I don’t tuck my pant legs into the shaft or nothing corny like that — I wear the boots under my jeans. They actually look very similar to the pointy Victorian-era boots that goths often don. I have some pythons and ostriches I’m quite proud of. My dad later became addicted to drugs and I was taken into the foster care system where I remained from ages 13 to 18 years old. I was in about 11 different placements total, ranging from juvi, boys home facilities, to foster homes. I’ve battled depression and social anxiety most of life and I’m finally starting to turn my life around after many years of being lost. I’m still licking my wounds but I am financially self-sufficient. I don’t mention my hardships to solicit anyone’s pity, just a heads up that I’ve lived a difficult life and have some psychological scars. I only engage in social interactions to the extent that I have to in order to get by in the world. I like to go outdoors and do fun things just not around a bunch of strangers. I’d prefer to only interact with people I genuinely like if I could always have it my way
No female players:
A person with a huge ego is a red flag. When you can tell they’re much more into themselves and not so much into you. I turn down women who hit on me when I suspect they’re gonna make me do 100% of the work to keep the conversation alive, or if they seem like they got a plethora of other dudes they’re actively talking to (whom they’re likely to try and maintain as potential side options even after we establish a good connection), or if I can tell they’ll have no consideration for my feelings moving forward if things were to get serious. I don’t mind a woman who takes pride in herself or has a strong independent spirit. But excessive arrogance, lack of empathy, and disloyalty are unattractive traits. If we establish something meaningful, you won’t find someone more honorable and respectful than me but I expect the same in return
