Hey there, I'm Lulek
And who are you stranger?
I'm crazy, have to admit but mostly in a good way, I guess
Back on this sh*tty site again, not sure why, this site is just useless af and loads of people here are ridiculous and mentally unstable
Life's been real crap lately, guess I'm just trying to make some friends to talk to and possibly a soulmate whom I could share my life and connect with. Really hard these days to find someone decent to talk to and make friends so I'm just trying online, never worked out in the past though. I had my heart broken twice, still can't get over it completely.
All I want is to find that special someone, who'll have my whole heart and I'll have theirs
and if I do find that person, I will be fully dedicated and nothing else in the world would matter. That or make some close friends at least. I'm not a very positive person, really suicidal, mostly cause of my past experiences, went through loads of trauma and wanna get my life back on track (doesn't seem to get better) lost almost everything, but despite all the negative things, I'd still consider myself to be a decent and friendly being, very open-minded and sensitive, full of empathy and understanding, also a very good listener....
If you wanna chat then message me, I have loads of free time, pretty much bored 24/7 and I enjoy talking to other people
I don't like poseurs though, such people really get on my nerves, so don't bother talking to me if you're one or if you're an egoistical shallow prick cuz I'd prefer to chat with decent people
Also, not gonna send messages first, so if you wanna talk then do so but don't expect me to make the first move.
Also, if you can't keep a convo going then don't bother either.
And DO NOT message me if you have kids. I don't wanna get into some sort of weird relationship like that. Just don't.
If you look like Rob Zombie or Tylar (u don't know who that is lol) and have dreads then chances are I might like you heh
Oh and I barely ever sleep due to my severely bad insomnia.... and can't keep myself occupied so would be nice to have a chat buddy
and BTW if you see Jasper, tell him I'm proud that he's sober k really proud
I'm strongly against drugs except for psychedelics (to me they're not considered drugs) the rest are just nasty chemicals I don't wanna touch ever again and I have reasons for that. Ask away if you're curious, I'm an open book.
So a bit about me in short....
✦ free spirit and very caring
✦ like all things psychedelic
✦ White Zombie fan (almost obsessed)
✦ Beavis & Butthead are awesome af u gotta agree
✦ dreads enthusiast
✦ dig hippie lifestyle and crave living dangerously
✦ squat parties are my kinda thing
✦ huge rebel and stubborn
✦ impulsive and like certain things too much
✦ spiritual vibes now and then but more of a punk at heart always
✦ open-minded af
✦ very sensitive and introverted (enjoy meeting interesting people tho)
✦ barely ever sleep (cuz of terrible insomnia)
✦ can't focus much or keep myself busy (cuz of my condition)
✦ favourite band: too many to choose one
✦ favourite movie: probably Trainspotting
Oh and I love cats so much
"There is nothin' fair in this world,
There is nothin' safe in this world,
And there's nothin' sure in this world,
And there's nothin' pure in this world,
Look for something left in this world...
Start again....
Come on,
It's a nice day for a white wedding
It's a nice day to start again....."
