4 bands im currently obsessed with...
IMMINENCE, BAD OMENS, SMASH INTO PEICES, DREAM ON DREAMER
Hello I'm Annie, I want to connect with someone special and im hoping to meet someone who wants something longterm...im not here to mess around so please be genuine and honest as I am. Thankyou ^-^
-Rock/Metal Lover
-Horror Movie Fanatic
-Chick Flick Hater
-Artist/Song Writer
-Singer
(I worked with Norman, the lead singer of his band Murder Fm at the time many years ago)
-Edible Art Baker
-Risk Taker
-Traveler
- Trauma Survivor
-Hopless Romantic
-Gamer Girl
-Dreamer
-A Blue Eyed Believer
-Free
-A Giggling Idiot
-Dumb Dancer
-Hand Holder
P. S. WARNING
-Sometimes Blonde
-Definitely Clumsy RIP
The world as we see around us today can be beautiful if we so choose to believe however thats easier said than actually done and dosnt seem to stop all the judgments made by society. Emotions are strong feelings and no one can ever understand one's pain that they have endured but the world would look quite more beautiful if we at least all tried to... Don't you think? To live without fear of judgement?
Emotions come to us in waves.
We try to keep our emotions secret and silent. We try to ride through them on our own which results in feeling as though we are drowning. Sometimes they swallow us whole and while we fight for air to survive through these hard times, we become stronger.
Whoever you are if your going through something... I want you to know that you will surface and surpass these high tides/these waters. Life and love comes to us unfamiliar and sometimes unrecognized. Sometimes love isn't what it was meant to be or who we pictured it to be with. its a complicated mystery with trial and error.
Who ever you are, where ever you may be, I hope one day to finally meet you.
There are many layers to my heart and sometimes I may not know how to open up to being vunerable once again but all I ask is for patience and to try to understand the emotions that I feel as I also try to make sense of them.
No one is perfect and everyone has a story or a past that they attempt to mask or keep hidden deep within them. Maybe one day I will be able to tell mine.
I dont know who even cares to read this far (I love you if you have lol) or what your opinion is whether life rocks or life completely sucks... or maybe your thinking " Jesus! God shes a complicated one!" but the whole point im trying to make is no matter who you are, whatever you've survived, whatever you've done, what you believe in regardless if you believe in yourself or not...
Especially in this world full of expectations and judgements...
Your place on this earth is noticed by someone, maybe even me. Your place here is necessary, and you do matter.
I have seen the ugly, been to hell and back, learned to hate, learned to forgive abuse and abusers, followed with hate again and yet ... I still look for the beauty in people and I still long to love.
