Here's an attempt at a bio. I'll attempt to describe myself. The thing is; half the time. When people describe themseleves. They're so full of it. Or they form ideologies about themselves that are so far from the truth, it could slap you in the ass it's so obvious. I fall victim to my own crap too, more then I care to admit.
Interests:
Music is definitely the biggest part of my life. I literally can't function without it. I'll listen to just about anything. (Expect for country). Just kidding. I love country too. I just had to be cliche.
If anyone has any music recommendations, I don't care the genre. Please share.
Of course, metal is my favorite genre. Black metal, Prog, deathcore, THALL, death metal, doom. It's all good.
I love blues, classical, jazz, shoegaze, melancholy, psychedelic rock, reggae, rap, etc.
I love most styles of art as a whole. I enjoy writing as well. Poetry is where it is at.
I play guitar and bass. It's my way of escaping.
I aspire to create atmospheric black metal. It's literally the best style of music to play. It's pretty.
Being in the wilderness is also something I love. Usually as soon as I get off work in the morning. I head straight into the mountain that's near by and chill. Or hike, or run. Whatever floats my boat.
That brings me into another notable thing. I'm a major hippie. I have a serious herb collection. I love to mushroom hunt. Although, the mushrooms in Idaho are seriously lacking compared to what you can find back east, where it's very humid.
I love psychedelics and weed. (Not an everyday pot head though.) Some people live and breath for that stuff. That's not me. I'll get stuck in the cycle for a couple months. Then, pull myself out for a while. Only to fall back in. An endless cycle.
Give me something to trip with and a nice hot spring. Best time ever. Perfect way to self reflect on life and relax. You know how sometimes you'll sleep for what seems like for ever, only to still be tired? And it always feels like somethings missing even if it seems you have it all? That combination cures that and you'll literally feel so whole again after the fact. It's peaceful.
I can be a very spontaneous person. I'm usually down for almost anything. Anxiety does prevent me from doing certain things though. A work in progress.
I'm the type that is extremely reserved when we first meet and it takes a very long time to pull me out of it. So many walls in place. Once I get comfortable though, I'll probably talk your ear off. (For the most part ). I get in moods that last a while where I almost can't even focus on talking. It just depends.
I have a pretty savage/dark sense of humor. Due to all my walls and barriers that I have in place, people that I come across think I'm the nicest person ever. Don't let that fool you.
I love animals, what would life be without them?
I have a huge video game collection. I don't game everyday. I'll bing them for awhile, then go months without thinking about them.
TV is cool too. If something was thrown on. I'm down to watch it. I just don't seek tv on my own terms. Has to be through someone else. I've watched too much of it when I was younger. It's not the same anymore. I literally only find pleasure in it if someone else is giving me a view into their world and what makes them tick. If I do watch stuff, it's mostly on my phone.
Either pure brain rot or something informative. No in between.
What I'm seeking; Friends. Possibly a life partner. Whatever happens, happens. If it flows, it flows. If not, I value our time that we did spend talking to one another. Everyone I come across, no matter how short the time was. Has an impact. I just hope you find your way. Add this to my anti humanity view points. You have yourself a walking contradiction on your hands. I hate humanity, but at the same time. Have a deep love for everyone. It's weird. I guess, I understand the struggle and feel for everyone. But, at the same time. What even is this?
I seek someone that has the capacity to self reflect. I'd also prefer someone who's extremely lovey dovey. If you use the word 'clingy' to describe someone that you supposedly like, all because they're constantly trying to love on you. Get out of here. Don't get me wrong either. Boundaries are important. Alone time is important. (Which i literally require to feel sane). There definitely are realistic limitations. Don't want that to be taken out of context.
Someone willing to explore, at the drop of the hat. But, in the same sense. Would be down to be the laziest sack of crap ever and just lay around all day and chill.
Being into food is a plus. A concert buddy would be sweet.
Just be honest and true to yourself and we'll get along, maybe.
I'm very loyal and when I get attracted. I'll bend over backwards.
Anyone, hit me up. I'd be happy to hear from you.
