I'm a happy weirdo. Extremely shy and anxious but good at faking that I'm not. I do have baggage, no one gets to their mid-thirties unscathed; but I don't need help carrying it. I am fiercely independent and slow to trust... On the better side I'm very honest, guarded but open, kind and a fiercely loyal friend.
Ultimately I'd like to find my best friend and partner... but the key term is best friend! Anything more needs to be built on a foundation of friendship, which can only be built over time.. I'm not looking for one night stands or "friends with benefits" so don't bother talking to me if that is all you're after.
I am a mix of metal head and goth.. but I also like a lot of heavy rock, grunge, some punk, etc, etc, etc. I love going to live gigs when and the occasional goth club.
I hate the sun (y'know, except for the part where it sustains life...lol). So I'm in no manner an outside girl.... When leaving the house, a parasol is an absolute must have accessory for me (I am allergic to most sunscreens).