Also friends or serious relationship? Looking for both more of looking for something serious though than friends but hey I don't mind having friends it's all cool
I no longer care anymore because
I've finally found my way in reality I've gained a 7th sense
I can finally see through the clouds of reality and the false lies and deception
I can finally see the through the false illusions
Why self harm? Why self hatred you ask? You brought the worst out of me
I never said you have to love me because feeling sorry or me is shameful
I never said you had to be friend of mine but you wanted to so I wouldn't be alone
I've become hone with my insanity I've become a new being
I've become one with myself my spirit I've created ''spiritual insanity''
If you ever said sorry I can't communicate with you anymore that's fine I'll communicate with the demons in my soul/spirit/wavelengths
Your lectures sicken me I no longer see the fact of humanity
My eyes have seen through the clouds I finally knew what I was doing with humanity because in all reality I was living a false smile/happiness pending towards enjoying humanity I was basically in a play theater
The Lycan rites always will be strong with me and they will not shelter my thought of humanity
The Moon of the rites will always guide me and that's the truth
Truth is a hurtful thing and even is more deadlier than a blade itself
Lying is such a sinful thing but the most I've lied about was my own will and existence
All I can ask one simple thing well maybe not so simple for some but can't you open your eyes with reality once more and see that this creature has evolved her insanity and most importantly herself and her new 7th sense
I've fully became in touch with my own madness
Until Valhalla takes me and I see the very depths of such
All is lost
My mission now is only dire forsaken voided lifeless but at the same time
My transmitters has been strung cut which is lethal towards a magi done wrong
I can reprogram myself at will once but it's not that easy
Human? I lost my human shell she's gone now and so is my angel
Truth hurts but I know now days nobody likes honesty
Honesty hurts like a blade I like things honest and on a platter
I value words of advice but know this I'm a wolf and that's all
Wolves the true one stick towards the Lycan and always the Wolven Rights
Loki Valhalla will know my path in given time
Nobody says you have to be friends with me force friendship is bulls**t
Nobody says you have to be with me to feel sorry for me
I know my views are harsh now but my reality is distorted
This is a curse a burden by the Wolves and the mark of the Moon heh
Would you ever lose faith in a creature like me and my spirit?
What if the obstacle course broke? What if there was a horrible relapse?
I'm dangerous you see and my spirit we're cursed we're deeply rooted
We're toxic we're a disease just like myself and my spirit. However mer so....I still fear for the worst and that is all I can say....because this is the damn truth deep from the soul spirit and psyche....I've turned for the worst and my spirit has turned deep rooted and so the roots shall spread and infectious disease I'm a mess I'm a disaster if I do lose you I wouldn't be surprised anymore
There stood a forest with spider webs everywhere there I saw Saieh with a knife in his hand as he turns his head upside down and looks at me me with blood crimson eyes. What is life? What is determination in someone's will once that is gone? What is this emotion? It's not emptiness but almost feel like I'm floating. In fact this dire insanity with me feels like the old Saieh which I don't want you to feel as he holds up the blade and turns his head back to normal. I see sharp deadly quick. Just like a form of insanity I've become dear sister why? Why could've saved? Why could've not? Was I to caught up on myself or was I just blind? What a spirit if I can't redeem myself I will kill every last reptilian!!!! He throws the knife at the tree and pulsates his eyes ice blue damn you all you took everything from me and little sister!!!! Saieh lets out a howl that sounds like sorrowful death. I notice crystals coming out of his arms as black ooze comes out of his arms. Ahhhhhhh I will avenge you sister I will.....I come behind Saieh and I put my arms his Saieh it's okay please just rest for me please. We're both cursed beings and this is are fate. You tried brother was also my duty I wasn't a strong demon hunter of the reptilians myself we both failed please stay with me Saieh as a spirit I need you I close my eyes and hum him the Lunar Tune. Brother rest now dear dire wolf come with me. I promise you I will find paradise for you the land of the wolves where the wolves can run free without a sin nor curse nor burden but this is the way keeps humming to Saieh and I pull him back and I hold his claws. Love between big brother and little wolf. Saieh please hang on a little longer
There is nothing the can save yourself now because you've found the ''sky'' you found the way through the ''illusions'' I'm living a theater play. One swish of the whiskey glass pondering thoughts ' reality? ''sinking'' one zip of whiskey goes down like poison just like myself in fact it's always a question of how many times have I self poisoned myself maybe way to much to count. I stare and look at the glass look at this pool like a serene way to shut up my demons because that's all I've is playful demons another shot goes down another shot goes down can I've another shot please? I say with a smile. Thank you I shake the whisky glass. Ah what a sweet serene way of life. Ah a tune of the Night O shadowed one sing me a tune of sweet death
The 7th sense I shall name you ''Sky'' Skyja would be one but ''Sky''
Finally such lies and depiction had may me see through the clouds but most importantly I took a breath in and I opened my eyes I saw the reality in my eyes the clouds the sky in a burning sun like I wish but my desires burn brighter a salivation for the wolves where one can find Paradise within oneself. I saw the world on fire. Like I set my own life on fire I set everyone on fire I was a wild caged animal without a collar I refused I fought everyone that tried to come close to me. Because my fire burns pure in my heart. A theater like play I was in I felt like I was in the spotlight I was happy I was dancing with people I thought I was truly happy but I wasn't. There a sad drama play went I thought I understood sorrow and deep Hell but what I saw sorrow was my own existence and what was in Hell was the thoughts in my head. I thought for a second if I could tilt my head u my visions would come clear of the 7th sense I lowered my head only to say hmmmmph this is what has become of me
I think you can understand now how I feel and think because that's the way how I show how I feel. However mer so I will start with my dislikes so that way you can have an understanding if you agree on something or not and if you want towards reading my profile still so that way your hopes won't get ruined or whatever you may think
I have a few things that set me off. Stop asking for a photo everyday or constantly because I'm well aware that now days everyone takes 10-30 pictures of themselves a day I'm not one of them. Asking for a photo everyday will put me on the verge of me having towards blocking you. I understand taking a selfie with your bf or gf or a friend that's fine but people that love snapping themselves gets on my last nerve. I also want to punch people that do that dog selfie thing you look so stupid it's not even funny. Also I will not tolerate people that go hey beautiful hey pretty just stop people that base people on looks is why I lost a little bit of faith in humanity just saying. Just because you have the looks doesn't make you a great person on the inside heart spirit soul and mind. Anyways with that being said I will not tolerate anyone and you will receive a block if you're one of those people that base on appearances because people like that really get on my last nerve. I also don't like people that do hard drugs of any sort. I also don't being rushed. I also don't like people that are mean towards animals. I'm also a calm and collected person but I do have sensitive nerves and you're gonna know when you set me off I can tell you that much. Also if you're one of those people that get butt hurt over the blunt honest truth boo hoo because I'm one of those people that will say things 100 percent just like on a dinner platter
Likes
WWE favorite person Dean Ambrose. Alcohol. Jaggerbombs. Shiner Bock. German Beers. Sleeping a lot. Being in darkness. Lava lamps. Glitter. Gems. Stones. Shiny things. Stuff animals. I don't have a favorite band because my music taste varies but I do enjoy variety of types of Metal and Witch House. I like people that are honest. I like cheese pizza with extra cheese. I like 5 layer burritos from Taco Hell. I like all kinds of pasta. However mer so I'm a picky eater. I play Runescape a lot. I love Nightmare Before Christmas and Doctor Strange. I'm not a huge movie person unless it's at a movie theater or watching a movie with someone. I love going out towards concerts because that's where the heart of the home is right there. I'm a big animal lover
A few things you must know
My dad is old fashioned and I'm not allowed towards smoking weed and I also will have to lie about me being on this website and smoking weed. Yes I know you may think well I'm 24 years old I should be able towards doing what I want no my dad treats me like I'm 12 being the fact how old fashioned he is. Also my Mom is no longer on this Earth. Anyways my transportation is whack my dad works a lot and on his off days he normally doesn't want towards being bothered. I don't drive and for a reason if you would like to know why just ask me. Also I've one kid and I don't plan on having anymore. Another thing is I also have depression and PTSD and I'm clingy and protective but that's part of me caring and part of my mental problems. However mer so this is the end of the final chapter of the book any questions you may have that aren't answered I will answer them depending on what you ask
Also sense you scrolled all the way towards the bottom assuming you read all my profile which you may or may've skimmed through which I hope you didn't because that's just pitiful. However I will gladly add you back if you decided reading my profile 100 percent 90 percent or 80 percent doesn't count
if you don't get a message back from me there is a reason but yeah I don't think I'll be using this site often hardly at all so if you're interested in talking towards me find me on here and if you ask how long do I play Runescape? Several hours a day and everyday and all depends if I'm busy have things planned which half of the time I don't normally I'm just sleeping my life away and that's all 
and I normally watch WWE so I'm not really up towards much https://www.facebook.com/moon.wolf.967
Kik PrincessUlfMoon
Runescape account Jagger Wolf
