how my cycle is going now
someone sends me msg>> i open it>> telling me how beautiful i am then asks me for my #, snap whatever>> we chat >> i get deleted for no reason, no arguing nothing>>he just deleted, no words nothing>> wonders what I did wrong>> gets a resentment toward guys>> single because i dont know why, I put all my effort to be nice and s**t>>I dont get why i get told im cute and whatever and no one wants to be my friend>>all I receive is damn sexual messages which I feel more resentment toward guys, i dont get told nice things>> wonders how i look because im treated bad>>gets in a cycle of extreme sadness>>I'm stuck in a f**king loop
Whenever I hear those words "send me your number, send me your snapchat" I get triggered, it's a f**king trap.
I'm not here to meet friends anymore, this is just a message. I had no idea guys are this arrogant
I dont think i bring happiness in anyones life, getting suicidal
I will never give out my number again , thanks to all of you
its the last time i give out my socials because its taking a toll on me that i cant make friends, im actually scared of what to say because i get blocked, if i dont say anything i get blocked, , if i add someone on my socials i still get blocked,even if i have a conversation i still get blocked.. this is giving me anxiety, what should I do, are you guys really that self centered????? somehow i dont have friends and i cant make friend. im f**king tired of getting phone numbers and at the last minute i have to delete them because i get ghosted
