"I don't wander around trying to be what's not within me."
Transgender Satanist.
Ughmmmmm..... "Satanist"?
Well, I'm still in the process of discovering who I am, so.
Yes. That is what I will "consider" myself.
Yes.
I am a very peaceful human being.... But I do have a uhm..... "dark" side?
Uhmm.... lol. "Dark side"?
Like.... Idk. I don't really know what to put here. I'm just trying to make myself sound cool.
:|
More official.....
I begin hormone replacement therapy this next wednesday...... I am going through the full process, the legal process..... It's scary, it's intimidating, to think about, at times..... Butt.
I am not worried. I will be strong, because I AM strong. ~~~~~~
Thank you.
And uhhh, yes. The answer is, I probably AM keeping my .... Ughmmmm...... "Penis".
Though I hate the word. It sounds disgusting, ugly. Like scientific. Like..... A science project, or experiment, like my life has become. ~
I do not know how I feel about "dating", or people; ......... But I am very uhmm..... Not "jealous", but ughmmm.... Well, i can be. 9_9
I guess "protective", or "territorial" is the word..... But I am very open to Uhmmm.... "Open" relationships? If that's the word. Like I said, been closed indoors for most of my life, so. Always too single for my own good...... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm not really sure how I feel about this until after I've begun the transitioning process....;;;;;;;;
Til then, I'll leave it at this:
- I've been cheated on before, back before I was AWARE that I was questioning .... (my gender, that is) - and I do NOT do that. Never have. Sooooooooo.................
Yes. I will not be taken advantage of, or put up with liars, or belittlers. Thank you.
My inbox is open.
Thank you.
ANd THANK youuuuuu for taking the time to READ this! ~
*Good luck thumbs up*****
Thanks. ~
- "Trevor"
***PS - By the way, will probably change my name, soon. Not that I don't like the name "Trevor", butt......
It is a guy's name, after all , I guess. Yes, it is. I guess. Lol.
Got a few name ideas. So.
Will get back to this, later. Expect something more colorful~~~~~~~~~~
Thank you.
~ Trevor. ~