They're throwing themselves into the road gladly to escape all this hideousness.
I love traditional 80's Goth and everything black, but also a lot of other music too.
I love reading, especially what some people would call 'depressing' books although I find them uplifting. I don't really mean horror, more dystopian existentialism. Dostoevsky, Kafka, Huxley and the like. It's not all that serious though, I love a few hours on a Sunday drinking wine and playing music. I most definitely feel like an outsider, but I think that's a good thing. Would love to meet someone with whom I could have a really honest conversation with, and if that's all it is I would be happy. Too much fakeness in the past. Love all life, human and animal. Think 'men' are horrible but have some great male friends. A dichotomy I know, it's really the ruling patriarchy that I hate. Proud to call myself a feminist. Like to do really silly things but hate banal tv. Would love to read out loud to someone in the park while drinking cider/wine/beer while the sun is shining.
Oh I and to be honest I do love hugging and kissing for hours but it doesn't matter if it's not like that.
I've had things with men before but it never really moved me emotionally, not sure if that makes me bi or straight? I actually think there are as many different sexualities in this world as there are people, everyone is different.
I also think that The Manic Street Preacers 'Holy Bible' is pretty much a goth album.