i'm really not the kinda guy who is willing to talk about anything relevant in terms of emotions or how i feel because i don't want to i hate to open up but when i do it's always to someone who i consider important i'm normally the kind of guy who for one straight up has a f**ked up mind and two i'm also the kinda of an ass along side the fact that i don't give a f**k about other peoples opinion's about me cause the second i see someone trying to hate on me for who i am i go off and last but not least i really am a huge f**king wierdo (in a good way) and i can't count how many times i've been called wierd or a freak because of the way i act because even though i'm constantly depressed i always try and have fun as well as carpe diem (if you don't know what that means its a latin term for CEASE THE DAY.) oh btw rasen isn't my real name it's actually what all my friends call me (to be honest thats actually my smokers nickname since all my friends are smokers)