I am VERY open with my thoughts and feelings.. i am very sensitive, and passionate. A musician, a personal trainer, and a philosopher.I recently lost 230lbs on my own which gave me an appreciation, and lust for life and self awareness, i am very diverse. I thrive on positive optimistic energy, but am fascinated with the dark as well. sort of Buddha meets johnny rotten.
I am a musician (bass player) and music is a big part of my life. I have gone through a huge life change and have become mindful, health conscious, and live a full life of exploration. i am always trying new things, i thrive on change and challenges. I go to the gym 6 days a week, but not realy into sports. I live a very free spirited life of an artist, i try to sty out of the "matrix" and follow my spirit.
I am looking for someone who will appreciate me for who i am and be able to accept the same appreciation for her. We all have our neurotic tendencies, as perfection is not flawlessness, but healthy balance. I believe in honesty and facing things, including weakness, as its the only way to continue to evolve. I believe in health and positivity, i am not a polyanna type,I live the artist musician lifestyle, i am not very politically correct, i dont do drugs other than 420. i enjoy traveling, going to clubs not to into pop music, ican be aggressive, but not angry. i love the beach, and i also enjoy hanging at home watching movies. I am very loyal, i jave never cheated on anyone, im tough and sensitive and sensual. any thing else you wanna know just ask.