DEVILSNEVERCRY

You wanna know about me? Hmmmm. . . I'm not good at typing these "about me" things. . . I'll tell you a little bit about myself though. . . My full name is Austin Adam Shay Bledsoe. You can call me Austin or Adam, I don't care. I blow out my candles September 13. I'm 19 years young. I'm gay. ( Sorry Girls. . . ). I'm a senior in high school. ( I failed my freshman year ). I currently work as a cashier at Hastings, but I'm looking for a better job. I live alone. . . It really sucks. I'm really shy. . . I'm actually afraid of people. I'm always scared I'll say something wrong that will make a person hate me. . . Especially if its a person I really like. If you get to know me though I'm talkative and really random. I don't think random is weird. . . It makes everything more interesting. Uhm. . . I LOVE anime, video games, horror movies, writing, I'm learning to play bass, I play piano and trumpet. I'm a band geek, I play trumpet for my school marching band. Uhm. . . I smoke cigarettes and I occasionally drink. I don't really know what else to say. . . So I'll tell you some of my favorite things.

My favorite anime is a tie between Death Note, Black Butler, Inyuasha, Naruto, Bleach, and Dragon Ball. ( I can't choose my favorite their all too amazing ).

My favorite bands and songs are
Motionless In White- Ghost In The Mirror.
And. . .
Marilyn Manson- Arma-Goddamn-Motherf**king-Geddon.

My favorite video game series is Devil May Cry.

My favorite movie is Nosferatu. ( Old horror movies are the best )

My favorite quotes:

"You can always rinse the surface but the stain will remain."
-Motionless In White-

"Normal is an illusion. What is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly."
-Morticia Addams-

"I'm afraid once something is truly lost one can never get it back again."
-Ceil Phantomhive-

"The scariest monsters are the ones that lurk within our souls."
-Edgar Allan Poe-

"Open your mind before your mouth."
-Motionless In White-

"The boundaries which divide life from death are at best shadowy and vague. Who shall say where the one ends, and where the other begins?"
-Edgar Allan Poe-

What am I using this website for? Well that's obvious isn't it. . . ? I want to find someone that won't push me away or break my heart. I want a guy that won't be afraid to be seen with me. I need a man not a boy that doesn't know what he wants.

What do I look for in a guy?
I want a guy that has a great personality and a good sense of humor. He has to be funny because I love to laugh, I don't laugh often though. I like guys to have talent. I don't want someone that will try to change the way I am. I like guys that will play video games and watch anime with me. He has to have a big heart and be sweet. ( I can't tolerate assholes ). I love to cuddle so they'll defiantly have to be the cuddling type. :3
As for looks. . . I kinda have a thing for tall guys. ( I'm 5'2 so most people my age are taller than me ). I'm such a sucker for brown eyes. I love when guys have long hair and when their awesome at head banging. Peircings and tattoos are very attractive. owo

I don't really know what else to say. . . If you want to know anything else don't be afraid to ask me yourself. I won't bite. . . *lies*

( Also, I can't really get online much. . . I don't have Internet at home. . . So the only time I can really get online is at school or at work when I get breaks. . . I can get online at my sister's house or a friends. . . I don't give my number to people I barley know. . . Same with Facebook. If I get to know you well I'll consider it. I do have Skype and ooVoo but I rarely get a chance to use them. . . I use them when I can though. )