Im not emo,secene or goth but am really into all the above but emo and secene more than goth.I'm not really any of those things I have my own stlye! I'm relly blunt and a bad ass.Very complex,smart,easly under estamated,hard to deal with,untamable,Very headstrong but in others ways solft like a girl supose to be.I hate anybody thats preppy!Love anmals,poetry,kids,dark n evil twisted stuff,music manily rock,knives. sorry 4 the no pic thing working on it. I'm 105 lbs. I'm 5-6 in hight.I wear a 0 or smaller in jr's.Short blue black and blonde hair. Hazel brown eyes "I've been told when I get mad they turn a glowing red like a demon but idk". I'm out going, but I'm shy as far as guys i like it and stuff that is important to me.Heres one of my crappy poems-
Dead Inside
The girl who was once alive is now dead inside,
dead to this once so pleasant world in which has now grown so truly
cold.Dead to everything.Pain is the only true
emotion she can now feel.She is screaming at the top of her lungs as
she helplessly sits aside waiting hoping someone will care enough to
try to save her from herself before it's too late.an impossible task
cause no one seems to hear her.when all she truly needed was for
someone to just hold out there hand.while she hides behind her mask as
she wached herself slowly and painfully lose life until there was
nothing left but an empty corpse with black tears forming a flood aound
her.in which her body has grown so cold to the touch and no longer has
any warmth or feeling,what once was a happy,loving girl dose not even
remember what Love or happyness felt like for she is truly numb to all
emotions but pain.longing for death to give her the honor of taking
this pain from her,while life haunts her every move.Now there is
nothing left to do but,let the darkness finish
consuming her.
heres another-
WARNING!!!!!!!! Stay away before I hurt you too
All I do is cause people unbearable pain, so please stay away before I do the same to you.please try to understand I mean no harm, it just happens. All i can do is sit there powerless as i wacth it happen.God please Help me. Why wont you help me?! I don't understand how I became such a monster nore how to fix it. so please stay away! I cant seem to stop. All the pain. All the suffering I have caused only hurts me more than it dose them knowing I am the one who caused it.so I beg of u don't come any closer. I cant take much more.
please let me be. Let me live out the rest of this life alone as I deserve. I can not stop this monster, it only grows stronger. I don't want to hurt you, so STAY AWAY! I know I need somebody but, it is too risky. I can not take the chance of hurting another Innocent soul. so please forgive me and forget I ever existed for your on well being.
