im not goth but i listen to a goth metal band called deadstar assembly im a big metalhead i listin to metal all the time im 24 years old im trying to find a girl thats for me and one that lives near me ive been going threw a lot of hell havnt been able to find work i dont got much money at all right now but i want somone that wont judge me for who i am and wat i do or listen to i will say i use to be a big f**king drugy but i quite doing all the drugs i did for 8 years now i drink and im trying to quit smokeing cigarettes cause i smike them to much and my life has bee a lot of hell right now cause people have been f**king bitching at me and s**t and i havent felt vary good about myself anymore i love kids i will say that and i have a lot going on right now that i cant take time to deal with a lot of things people want me to do for them and im tired of the drama and the f**king bulls**t my family has been doing and causeing around me since ive moved back to south carolina i knw i wont rly find maney girls down here that are like me but im trying hard to find someone that matchies me will and i knw i will its just so damn hard to find someone that will be able to trust u cauise they have trust issues and hard to keep urself aways from drama so if u want to knw more hit me up and ill let u knw
