YOURNIGHTMARE

I don't like to follow the crowd. I walk to the beat of my own drum, as cliché as that sounds, it's true. Being different from everyone in a small town has it's perks, but it also has a downside. If you want to judge me by the way I look, fine, go ahead, just know I don't have the time of day for judgmental people. I am who I am and I am me around everyone and anyone. However, I tend to wear a mask to cover my true emotions. You learn to do that after being pushed out or turned away from by so many people. Being left out should be a normal feeling to have, but me and many others are used to being left out or forgotten. I'll be in pain but that won't stop me from putting a smile on my face. No need to cause trouble for others, you know? I tend to think and worry about others more than myself. If someone has a favor to ask of me, surely I will do what they ask. Even if I am miserable doing whatever they ask it doesn't matter, because someone else is happy because of me helping them out. Even if the person was only using me. I am always here to listen to someone is in need of talking. I love music; Avenged Sevenfold is my favorite band. I love going to concerts and enjoying the music. Art and drawing is kind of what I do, it's what I am going to college for. I've been drawing for as long as I can remember. Wolves are my favorite animal, if I had a choice between werewolf and vampire I'd be a werewolf, haha; even though I have an obsession with vampires... Oh, and I am a second degree black belt in Tae Kwon Do. Don't knock it until you try it. I've been in it since 2005 and it is a great way to blow off some steam and a great way to learn self-discipline and self-control. Horror movies are also kind of my thing. Love them to death. Anime as well. People tell me I am pretty, but I don't see it. People tell me that I am tiny, but I think I am fat. (5feet 2inches 110pounds) I have a sucky self-esteem I guess. I don't pussy-foot around subjects either, I'll tell you where the bear s**ts in the woods. Meaning, I'll tell you how it is. Have any question about me, feel free to ask. I'll maybe answer them depending on the question. I HATE TEXT TALK. Oh and... Take me as I am or watch me as I go.