I'm depressed, and I hate myself, at least for most of the time.
I get anxious when I have to interact with people especially strangers. I'm unable to chat up an unknown person. That's why I spend too much time on the internet.
HOWEVER,
I am cheerful at times, especially when I'm with people, or when I'm drunk, or even more when I'm drunk with people.
So I'm not always miserable.
I like pizza, carrots, and black metal.