im SJ.
lets get this out of the way, i live in-between places, those places being, my home with my mother. and a psychiatric hospital. i suffer from self harm addiction I'm coming to terms with drink and drug abuse, manic depression, a personality disorder and a eating disorder i am suicidal And thats where you leave my profile
i have never been faithful, I'm not good at relationships i always manage to find the flaws sometimes in others but mainly my own, i foretell the ending and create the cause to save myself but end up alone. so i take things slow and hope for a different series of events.
i love reading,tattoo's,tequila,duvet days,phycological horror movies,sleepless nights,festivals,fields,walks,my animals,road trips and train journeys, day trips. marbles is the love of my life you will be second, marbles is my pup
im fast talking,flirty and bubbly and have my head in the clouds 99% of the time, I'm shy at first, a bit all over the place, giddy and angelic, reckless and compulsive. party girl always.
this site sucks so add me on Facebook if your able to string together a decent conversation. don't send me a wink.. what the hell do i do with it, just no.
http://www.facebook.com/sj.leigh.12
may the odds be ever in your favour.
i like playful relationships, where i can steal your clothes, beat your ass at xbox, drink you under the table, drive you insane, stay up all night watching all sorts of movies, put up with my singing and guitar ones in a while stuff like that
don't tell me I'm beautiful until you've seen my scars witch carve my hips and wrist like thin white veins. Don't tell me I'm sweet until iv shut you out of my heart because i swore myself that your like the rest. Don't tell me I'm perfect until you've seen me break down, ill show you all the darkness consuming my mind. But, but if you have seen my scars, bitterness and breakdowns. then perhaps, maybe just maybe, ill believe you.