I'm Charlotte. I have too many nicknames to count, so if it's too long for you, make one up. I pretty much respond to anything anyway.
I feel like these sites are a waste of my time. For one, I don't want a significant other or a f**k buddy. It's simple, I'm antisocial and I have no idea how to make friends out in the real world. I'm a lonely person, and I'm tired of being lonely. So here I am.
But I the people I talk to and meet, I feel inferior. I meet these 21 year old people with great paying jobs that own houses while I'm still working a dead end job at Pizza Hut, I'm not in school and I live off welfare. Trust me, for being a 17 year old run-away, I'm doing fine for myself. So anyone else who says I'm inferior for living this way, kindly suck one... I guess I'm just feeling insecure about my financial situation.
I'm pretty confident about everything else. I'm a real pistol. I say what I mean and mean what I say without regret. I recently had a gnarly break up where I fell on my face and hurt quite a bit for a little while. But I'm like a cat. Throw me in the air, and I'm going to flip s**t until I land on my feet and realize I'm fine. That's where I'm at now and I feel a lot better.
I feel like myself for the first time in a while. So I'm glad I have that to share, since I haven't in a while. I'm a punk rocker. I've got style and attitude. I'm quite vulgar. I like my beer and cigarettes. I love to sketch, read, write... I am very 420 friendly. My favorite activity is possibly to be unsober and just enjoy music at it's fullest.
I am very music oriented. I try to play guitar and I love to sing. I'm not a trained vocalist, but when I sing I do it with my whole heart. It's a passion of mine.
I don't really have many goals in life. I kinda just float and do whatever with what is handed to me. Right now I'm stuck at Pizza Hut with 20 hours a week at minimum wage, and don't get me wrong, I'm happy with it. But soon things will come together. It just takes patience.
I seem to have a hobby of rescuing homeless animals. Don't really have much else going on right now.
I'm very good at making people laugh. I don't even have to try.
I'm also quite the artist.
I'm great at taking things apart and putting them back together.
I've got a pretty decent shot on a stationary object so long as the rifle has a scope.
I am probably the best at defending the people I care about and making them feel better about themselves.
I'm great at being that one person you can depend on. For emotional support.
I am an excellent cook considering I've never taken any classes and no one in my family has ever taught me anything about cooking.
I'm the best candidate for drinking if you're cheap. The one shot wonder.
I'm very shy and awkward.
I'm pretty vulgar.
I talk a lot when I'm nervous.
I have those gay ass "I love you" eyes. Trust me, they lie.
My favorite books are The Great Gatsby and A Brave New World. I also loved The Mortal Instruments series, Crank and Glass by Ellen Hopkins, and I'm always down for some Stephen King.
I LOVE Horror movies. Just about any. I don't think I've ever turned off a horror movie, nor regretted the hour and a half spent watching it. I love anything drug related like Fear and Loathing, anything supernatural or out of the ordinary. I'm also a huge Tarantino fan.
TV shows.... I really like dumb cartoons. Adventure Time, The Regular Show, Ugly Americans, and Futurama are my favorites. The pretty colors are phenomenal when unsober. I like other stuff too; like Weeds, Lost, Supernatural, American Horror Story...
Music... Is my whole life right now. I play guitar and I enjoy singing, but I kinda suck at them. I can get lost in other people's music so easily though. I love all music. Here are some of my favorites:
Lucero
Cave In
Everclear
Better Than Ezra
My Chem
The Arctic Monkeys
The Spill Canvas
Say Anything
Brand New
I Am Abomination
Woe, is Me
Us from Outside
Joey Sturgis
That's just what I've been listening to lately. I listen to a lot of local stuff too like Fires in Japan, Alchalant, Tell All Your Friends and Something Utopic. I LOVE PUNK MUSIC! But I'm also a sucker for acoustics and I enjoy Metal too!
FOOD! I love food. Mexican food is my favorite! I love chicken enchiladas. I'm Polish and Austrian, and I love Polish food. I can dig some Wurst just about any time.... But Saurkraut is gross. Candied Kraut is where it's at!
I could never survive without something to take care of or fix. I need something else to focus on, or I'll be too critical of myself.
I hardly ever use my sketchbook anymore, but I need it somewhere I know I can get to when all Hell breaks lose.
And if I ever lost my 4H pencil.... *twitch*
I spend a lot of time thinking about what I'd do in a given instance.... Like, when the s**t hits the fan, how am I going to escape this time.
I'm super shallow. I've had very bad experiences with people that were less than I deserved. I'm pretty sick of letting fat, ugly jerks treat me like a door mat and pretty boys who just want to run away after yu give them the world.
I give more of myself away than I can handle. I always try to be everything to everyone.
I also have an undying love for onions and banana peppers. I can eat an onion like an apple and the scent of fresh cut onions make my knees weak. It's the most heavenly scent ever excluding the smell of the person I love.
