Im Chris,Im from China,im always being myself,so i love to dream,dreaming about fallen in love at the first site,i know it's silly,but it's kinda fun,My dream is to love someone and have his love in return,im never lucky wiv boys,and always get dumped by those i love,it's pain,i know it's cuz i always fall for wrong ones,and i always imagine,what if oneday i dont have feelings for them,and they begin to care about me...i always kinda expect it to happen,actually i find out,if oneday ur feelings for somebody have gone,u wont care about him anymore,and u wont even care about how he thinks and how he feels,he just seem like a stranger to u and all ur memories become blurry,so i prefer to treasure those moments when i still love,even when it hurts,coz i know oneday they will be gone,love is like plants,it needs to be grown,and it's from both,if we dont take care of it together,oneday it will just die,so,i prefer to feel it before it's gone,rather than hide from it,coz i know these feelings will be part of my life...
im so scared to grow up,coz it's not fun to live in an adult world,in this world,it's hard for me to love in my way,and dream,(making me feel my moments in my world are stolen),its just very realistic and ppl always do wotever the sociaty tells them to do...i hope i can stay young forever,at least in my heart,i wanna find someone who feels the same...
