I am single.. But I prefer it that way.. Less of a chance for someone to come into your heart.. and with out fail, breaks it.. There is just so much one person can take.. I enjoy the loneliness.. Its quiet.. Its safe..
But in more honesty.. It too lonely. I do want someone to come into my life and sweep me off my feet. Make me feel like I mean something. Behind my makeup and my looks, I am a very fragile person who deserves at least honesty. And lately, I have not even been given that. I could go on about how my life is so tragic, but I don't want pity. I want someone real. Who accepts me and all my faults and loves me for who I am and even when things go down hill, they fight for me. Not give up on me because they're scared. Fear is a part of a relationship.. You can't keep running from it. You need to face your obstacles head on.
And even if your demons gets the best of you, maybe instead of fighting with them, they can dance with mine.
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I was going to put something else here but i honestly forgot...
now what was it..
I know it was slightly important...
f**k...
this is going to piss me off...
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bahh...
oh oh..
i remember now
I am an epic grammar Nazi.. so if you cant spell worth s**t and i need to hand you a dictionary.. you should just not even bother messaging me unless you want me to correct your spelling and give you the correct diction of the word.
I mean, i can spell, i just refuse to capitalize some of my words. and i use "kawaii" terms. Like, Nao, nyeh, meh, nu, yesh, bah, gah, meep, etc.
Faces that are technically "kawaii" are, >_< , O_O, :3, x3,
, xP, 
, c:, etcI like to roleplay. NO I DO NOT LIKE TO sexual ROLEPLAY YOU IGNORANUS'!
:3 I am pansexual and i f**king love piercings (but not a s**t ton e.e >look up cat man.. that's too much< )
Annnnd I love tats. -drools- and hair.. e.e i f**king love hair... lawl.
I'm into furries and let me tell you before you go all.. "ew bestiality"
Furries is a term for animated animals. I do not like the "p**nographic" scenes of fur's. I just feel like I should be an animal and not a human because of my nature.
Anyways, don't judge me til you know me. I may not be perfect, but I'm pretty sure your far from it. ^_^
Peace & Love Bro's and Bruh's
Music: We Are The Fallen, Falling In Reverse, Within Temptation, A Perfect Circle, Fit For Rivals, Bullet For My Valentine, BrokenCyde, Breaking Benjamin, Suicide Silence, Asking Alexandria, Cradle Of Filth, etc
TV shows: Family Guy, South Park, Futurama, American Dad, Etc
Movies: 21 Jump Street, Ted, Salt, Madea, Magic Mike, Underworld(all), Tangled, The Tall Man, MIBIII, Harry Potter, Jack & Jill, Sucker Punch, Sweeney Todd, Frankenweenie, The Night Before Christmas, Pirates Of The Caribbean, The Odd Life Of Timothy Green, Dark Shadows, Vamps, etc
Books: The House Of Night Novels, Vampire Academy Novels
Video Games: GTAV, Sims, Soul Calibur IV, Assassins Creed Revelations/ Assassins Creed III, Call Of Duty MW3/Black Ops/Ghosts, Prince Of Persia, Little Big Planet, Heavy Rain, Minecraft, Final Fantasy, Fable I, II, III, Zelda, Skyrim, WatchDogs, Beyond Two Souls
Restaurants: Chinese/Japanese, Subway, Taco Bell, Denny's
Clothes: Skinnies, Plaid, Converse, Band T's, Etc
Activities: Gaming, Drawing, Reading, Singing, Writing, Etc
Passions: Singing, Drawing, Writing, Etc
Looking For: Friendship/Long Term Relationship
sexual orientation: Pansexual
Body type: About Average
Height: 5' 2"
Political views: Who Cares
Ethnicity: Caucasian (White)
Smoking: socially
Drinking: socially
First thing you will notice about me: Randomness, eyes
Best feature: Eyes
Turn-ons: Assertiveness, Body Art / Piercing, Candlelight, Dancing, Intelligence, Power, Spontaneity
Turn-offs: Being an epic douche bag or looking for a quick f**k
Five things I can't live without: music, my family and friends, my phone, food & water
"There’s no good in your eyes anymore, and it makes you want to drive home, drunk and alone, curse the faces in the wheat, drown yourself in the gold because you can’t let it go, makes you almost miss the smell of smoke in your clothes, makes you want to wear the wool. It’s that need like nothing else, You bulls**t with the best and wait for what’s perfect, bitch and moan more than most about where you think your life will take you but you know that’s no sort of pretending. I guess it’s the things that I don’t say, we’re just pretending. There’s no good in your eyes anymore. Nothing is worse than doing nothing, I know, well, who’s hiding it? Who the hell is hiding it? But you can’t stay angry forever, and I know but you can’t stay angry forever, or so I’m told. But the house gets so quiet, sitting here wishing for just an hour or two, alone with you, well, it’s always too personal, always too close to comment, they all mention how tired you look and you realize you haven’t said a word in hours, well, who’s hiding it, who the hell is hiding it? I guess it’s the things that I don’t say." -Gunholy-
