just here to check things out for now, but feel free to message me. Never been very good at talking about myself, so i think ill fill this space with some of my writings.
Blinded by what you want, unable to see what you need. Cut and bruised still reaching out as you bleed. Addicted to the pain. You cry out hurt me again. Close your eyes. Feel me as the world dies... let it burn. Baby its our turn. Close your eyes and just let it burn. Starting a new, with a select chosen few. Ashes at our feet. Passing strangers in the street. Nothing but empty sacks of meat. Take my hand and close your eyes. Together forever as the world dies. ~KDM~
f you only knew, just how rare it is for me to talk to you. You see me as just another guy, someones who thirsty and just had to try. Truth be told, i'm introverted and cold. A palace of ice. Distant but nice. A hidden heart in a chest of fire. Unlocked by your love and desire.
Don't wanna learn your social struts and flaunts. Don't wanna learn to be what someone wants. Don't wanna be smooth, i'll stay raw. Don't care about the rules, i have my own law. To always be me. Never concerned with what i think you might see. But everyone wears a mask. And wheres mine you ask. Well it never existed. Making one is a temptation i've resisted. Getting you is a game i'm suppose win. Only later to surprise you with where i've been. Projected perfection, hidden imperfection. First know who you are. Then cut the bull s**t and lower the bar.
I watch, I care. Even though you don't notice, I'm still there. Smiling when your life is good, frowning when it's bad. Laughing when your happy,crying when your sad...
I am just me, it's all I can be. Nothing more, nothing less. I'm not perfect and some times I'm just a hot mess. I give more then I have, I take less then I need. Repeatedly stabbed in the back but have yet to bleed. Broken but still I stand. Always willing to extend my hand. I am just me, and that's all I can be.
Where love dies hatred thrives. In a cage filled with Anger and rage. Weakening desire to fight, darkness over takes light. Consuming me and all that I see. A world in flames, with only myself to blame. With nothing left to defend. I wait patiently, patiently for my end.
Connection. Correction, deception.
My words have always held true. Others post theirs without any glue. Bondless. Meaningless. Worthless. Is it a lack of foresight, or is it just lying outright. Reflect. Detect. Dissect. I see day, you see night. Always told I'm wrong, but always proven right.
