love is bulls**t.. im ugly and creepy... cant people be honest? girls dont go for personality anymore, note for the guys who are confused, girls now a days only want a guy with money, good looks, and has a car. if you dont have even one, you'll be in a jam, if you have neither, im sorry bros, you're out of luck.. if you were lucky enough to find a girl who actually wants you for you, damn dude, you found a one in a 100 trillion real hearted girl...
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I believe what sets off my rather absurd existence are 5 major things that are different yet so noticeable. 1 is that although, yes, I suffer from the bipolar plague (legally diagnosed in 2004 at age 10), I am 75% more hyper than the average human, or mortal as I see myself as an immortal soul, (thus my mood is stable while writing this), you'll see variations later on. The 2nd thing about me that I am strong about is my Christianity, but I'm not getting into that. Well, the 3trd and only politics I am involved with is my anti-conformism. I like my life dwelling in the deep hours of dusk. I believe my, along with the others involved in this celestial subculture, is something that will outlast the rest of this pathetic world. My 4th characteristic is my passion and field of know-how, if you will, is that I compose my own style of music. I write about misanthropy, abhorrence, darkness, depression, and anti-satanism. Finally, the 5th is the style of music I surround my self with, Black Metal, with the exception of my favorite band, Cradle of Filth. Black Metal is a genre I can identify myself, not because of the lyrics, by far, but because of the sound of tremolo guitars, almost non-existent bass, constant blast-beat drum patterns, and shrieked vocals. I don't have much to say so decide for your self if I am the one you want. My name is AJ and I approve this message
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