I'm a kid with slightly strange interests. Simple enough, right? Numerology is one of my interests, but not my top priority. (results that are true about me are below, in quotation marks.) I can be hard to get to know at times, but it's usually worth it. I have a need to protect people I care about quite a bit, to the point that they yell at me sometimes. My close friends are my family and because of this I now have over 14 siblings. I try to take the world as it comes, but plan ahead if something feels out of place. I've been known to hear and see things, but if you want to know about that message me. I get random mood-swings that can usually only be corrected by Turkey Hill Iced-Tea, Coke with 6 or more resturant sugar-packets in it, or by the people who know me well enough to knock me down to normal. I'm often mistaken for bipolar. I have one favorite color, black, but I also have pairs of colors that I love to have together, such as black and red, black and blue, and white and blue.
I can't live without music. Depending on my mood I'll listen to certain genres. For example, if I'm on a happier mood I may listen to soft rock or techno. If I'm hyper I tend to listen to music in other languages that have a good dance beat or sound really high-pitched, like the Caramelldansen. Usually I'm more into hard rock, metal, gothic rock and such in my normal mood. I myself used to play clarinet, piano/keyboard, guitar, and still sing.
Unfortunately for most of the people I'm close to, I tend to mother them a lot. I hate for my friends to be hurt, alone, bothered, sad, etc..I try to help them, but I don't know when to stop taking on the burden of others, sadly. I look forward to the end of the day, and I hate being alone.
And I don't like talking about myself, because I don't rate myself that high. ?
"You are very sensitive, intuitive, and diplomatic. You are aware of your surroundings and easily influenced by your environment. You love beauty and attention. Your sensitivity makes you highly emotional and vulnerable to being hurt. You can fall victim to depression and lack of confidence. Your talents lie in personal relations and diplomatic skills. You are keenly aware of what is on the minds of others, and can usually adjust to create peace and harmony with others. In the same way, you possess the art of a diplomat, helping others find the middle ground and area of agreement. You may also possess artistic and musical ability. You are warm and affectionate and need the same from your close friends and loved ones. You want to be hugged and cuddled. There is a tendency to fall into childhood patterns when giving and receiving affection. You like to be made to feel secure and safe. You are very cooperative and work best in partnerships. You enjoy being the power behind the throne, rather than the figure on stage. You are modest and kind. You have great diplomatic skills. Your intuition allows you to perceive what another wants even before he or she says it. You can continue a project better than start it. You are very attentive to details. You need harmonious and peaceful environments. Without them, you can easily become stressed and high-strung. You are the glue that keeps important projects and groups together. While you may not get all the credit you deserve, you are indispensable in any endeavor. "
"You are your own worst critic. You suppress your individuality and creativity. Each time you want to make an impression, you doubt yourself beforehand, and criticize yourself ruthlessly afterward. Your criticism of yourself is far more severe than anyone else's. As a result, you tend to play it safe by staying on the surface, indulging in superficialities. You rarely express what goes on deep inside of you; instead, you cover up your feelings with humor or perfunctory remarks. You often feel alone and lonely. Your fear of social interaction causes you to strain conversation by making too many jokes and forced joviality. It may help you to find a creative outlet for your imagination, possibly through writing, painting, singing or dance. At the bottom of the challenge is an effort to bring out your true self. You will learn to truly value your own creative talents above anyone else's judgments. This must be viewed as a process of individuation, in which you become a whole human being, independent and free of the need to conform to others."
"You seem mysterious and different. People see you as serious and studious. You are highly independent and self- sufficient. Your exceptional intelligence and wisdom are quickly noticed, people respect you. You are not one to attract people on the basis of your warmth or compassion -- though you may be loaded with both -- but because of your obvious insight into life's mysteries. You are hard to get to know. You are often withdrawn. It is common for people to see your focus turn inside of yourself in the middle of a conversation. You have the makings of an intellectual and an aristocrat but you have to guard against arrogance and an attitude of, "I've got it all figured out". There have been periods in your life when you had little concern for your clothing or fashion, while at other times you are very aware of your clothing and use it to make a specific impression. You appear dignified no matter how you dress., but a well groomed seven with a touch of dash definitely has an advantage. Your confidence increases when you know you are well dressed. You are recognized as spiritual and religious, with your very own ideas regarding the purpose of life and the Creator. You are an inspired speaker, but only when discussing subjects that really interest you. Otherwise, you are not one for chatter. Your love of knowledge and wisdom shows"
"You are emotional, considerate and understanding. You are artistic and have good taste. Without balance and steadfastness, there can be nervous tension and accident proneness."
And if you REALLY care to know...
Don't try to get with me if you aren't in it for the long haul, or if you're almost old enough to be my father. What I want in a person is someone who can appreciate intelligence...the kind of person who would just lay in the grass of a cemetery in the darkness and watch the fireworks above us, while the treeline is alight with fireflies behind us. Someone kind, compassionate... Someone who would rather lay in each other's arms instead of f**king like bunnies every waking moment. Someone with manners, not 'gangsta' or whatever they are nowadays. Someone who is in it for the long run, not some quick fling. Intelligence, humor, empathy, sensitivity, wit, thoughtfullness...good looks would be a bonus.
Now that that's settled. Yes, I am a Wiccan, and if you try forcing religion down my throat or telling me I'm Hell-bound, I will not hesitate to put you in your place. I have a strong tendency to be a hopeless romantic, and I won't deny it, though I will try my hardest to hide it. I tend to be a bit awkward when first met, but once I feel comfortable with someone, I can be a total dork. If you took the time to read all of that, tell me, what is it that I hate most? (3 things. If you find all 3, you probably know me too well. ;3)
