35 year old vampy looking nb starving artist industrial musician and philosophy graduate. Looking to see if theres anyone out there who shares my interests.
I am mostly interested in having friends because people are not to be trusted. But I deeply require love someday but humans are such unreliable things. I am an open book. I am not attracted to "men" but as a nb person I feel the need to include it because there are other nb people out there.
I'm incredibly complicated with deep intricate lore. I long for meaningful connection with someone. I live the expected life of a loner and social outcast longing for human connection. Like a cryptid in the movie Splice, I've always felt alien. Trans, inters*x, nonbinary. The terms change over time with each generation. Oh to be an ignorant and confused teenager again. What bliss. My identity has always been a struggle and music has been my means of survival. I create to define my own existence.
I long to transcend the flesh. Need my body augmenting efficiado player 2 gamer goth alpha tom boy bisexual nonbinary pixie queen. Also I need cats. I'm like a lost little cat that needs to be enslaved and set to work like a palworld mini boss.
I like occultism and studying jung and I'm basically a perpetual child. But in an effeminate though intimidatingly goth vibe way. I can taste my ascendendancy. It is only a matter of time before I am the new s**t and you and I can toy about in this hellscape called Ohio... or inversely... wherever you steam me off to.
I will be your stupid retarded ugly barbie doll and I will continue to type retarded things into my phone at 2am because I have no life into a dating site for emos that won't grow up.
We're all still 23 if we pretend right?
I want someone I can look vamp with and who will support my art and music.
Bandcamp: oadriax.bandcamp
Discord: neuedosis
