I am melancholy, hyperaffective, mixed up creature.
All my life I've been waiting for a deep, multi-level, true, almost fairy-tale love.... And I am already beginning to lose hope that I will ever find it.
I write dark poems and paint dark pictures.
I love the mountains. I like silence and nature. I have been an ethical vegan for 13 years.
Abd I am very into shamanism and Toltecs' path of inner development.
I immerse myself in black metal which for me is not just music, but rather a worldview and a way of feeling the world that is compatible with mine.
For at least half of the year I am somewhere on the road. I love to experience unknown.
I love dancing, wearing beautiful gowns, wandering by night, discovering new places.
I perceive the world in general as an unfriendly place I have found myself in, although I have not given my consent.
So I am looking for someone who will somewhat dispel this pessimistic picture of humanity. Who will become not only my lover, but also a friend with whom I could indulge in long conversations by the fire, sip rum and laugh.
I dream about a passionate relationship or adventure with a man with dark energy and demonic looks.
A gloomy black-metal man with long hair, beard, a stern look, a low voice and a thrilling corpse-paint highly desirable.
I also need this relationship to have strong and valuable emotional or spiritual background.
