I will be upfront. I am here for a serious relationship and I am a straight forward person.
I lived a bit of a big life. I also lost everything. Based on what I been through love is the most important thing in my life. In my heart and mind when I am loved, I have a miracle. Because for a guy like me love is a miracle. I love seeing my partner happy. If they are not happy. I am not happy. All I care about is being around good people. I been wanting to settle down for a while. I want to choose one woman to spend the rest of my life with and do my part, and die happy for better or for worse. I want to share what I have in my heart. I want to be able to help support them. I desire no kids. Nothing against them, I just do not think they are for me.
As for me, I just get up early, go to work, go home. Then I may read a book, listen to music, get on youtube, think of life and my goals. I also hope to share them with the person I love as well. As for youtube, it is my go to for videos, music, and movies. I do not subscribe to services like Netflix. I sometimes have a drink. Only when I am in a good mood but even so I drink once in a grand while. I never drink to get drunk.
Music is big for me, I never been to a concert because I always figured why pay to see them in person when I can listen to the music in my own solace. It's as close as I can get to therapy. I love to look back on things that make me laugh. It helps in the long run. I will admit my humor has a vast range. It doesn't get me much to help me laugh or at least a chuckle.
One of my hobbies is my car. Nothing special. Just a point A point B kind of car. I don't do mods or anything. I just take care of it as much as I can. A car nowadays is a luxury and an important asset. It takes me to work and get groceries. Sure you can live without a car but, its better than a bus or a bicycle.
My friends are also good to me. It may be a small circle and sometimes I do not hear from them often because they of course work or have a family of their own but, they are good people. Loyal to the end.
I wear a lot of black mostly for cultural reasons. Black to the Comanche is a living color. Being Comanche is the reason I keep my long hair. My other half is Celtiberian.
I do not need the world when I know I got a heart. I also have a heavy heart not only because what I been through but I do have a lot of love to give.
On a final note. I do not have social media. I do not like it.