I will update this soon! Deathcore, tattoos, gaming, nights indoors.
Just looking for friends, dating hurts I’m still mourning
Favourite game at the moment: for honor, bloodborne
Favourite songs: Hotel Books-Nothing was the same, Freya ridings-lost without you, Famy-Ava, Sydney rose -turning page
Truth be told I’m my own worst enemy
I seem to manage to have everything in life and then f**k it up
Depression is a big part of me now and I don’t have anyone to blame but me
I have a severe anxiety: like I’ve missed the opportunity of a lifetime that will never come back. It consumes me these days but I’m still here for now
I hate myself, who I am, how my brain works, the person I’ve become, my outlook on life is bleak.
I do have a really big heart, I have a spiritual side that has me enjoying the smaller things in life too. I really this the walking dead (which I’m rewatching atm)
I’m also learning acoustic guitar to start writing my own music! Big fan of Midwest emo. Horror films are amazing too.
Really want to get into stargazing soon but that’s stuff for later down the line as I just find it hard to do stuff like that in the moment right now
More of a rant but I guess that’s me now
Please listen to sleep token - shelter
“Thank you for letting me be a part of your journey, showing me love in its full capacity” hotel books
