Hey, my names chris, im going to be honest i just want a girl to love me for forever and ever, a girl that's loyal and monogamous, and at least a 4/10 on the looks scale, im not picky, im extremely lonely and i have major depressive disorder and PTSD, im trying to work on it though,
Im hypersexual but i still do genuinely want love, im not looking for a fling to have s*x with, if that where the case i'd just hire a prostitute,
Im very loving and passionate, very caring, but i also have trust issues, im extremely sensitive and emotional,
Im fun to talk to(i hope) and i know about alot, i like to talk, espiecally about philosophy, ethics, hobbies, personal issues, beliefs, each other, space, aliens, that kinda stuff
My hobbies are collecting knives, flipping sharp butterfly knives, gaming, collecting replica firearms(like pellet guns, bb guns, airsoft guns) that sorta thing, i also love collecting weapons in general, stuff like nunchucks(i have a real wooden set) pepper spray(im looking for a good one currently) i love guns and knives alot, i love to play videogames too, my favorite games are swat 4 and metal gear solid 2, splinter cell and call of duty advanced warfare, i love military simulators/cop simulators, i like to dance too, i also love music, stuff like 3rd wave emotive hardcore, post hardcore, grindcore, goregrind, gorenoise, death metal, horrorcore, jerk hip hop, i love alot of underground music
Im looking for a partner similar to me in values, i don't have kids and don't want kids, i wanna get married eventually, and i don't wanna date a girl that only stays with me for my money, i want a relationship completely based and built off true love, im agnostic too, hope it doesn't bother you,
also im not going to sit here and fight about politics with you,
if you don't like my political stance, cool beans, just be a grown adult and leave me alone or don't reply back to me, i'll leave you alone too.
Some issues i have are im extremely whiny and ranty, im sorry if that's a issue, im trying to stop being so whiny and ranty, i have intrusive thoughts too alot,
Im hoping to find my forever here, also trust honesty and communication is important to me in a girl,
