Favorite quotes first, bio second. I know that the right person will feel the sincerity even through the phone screen. Also...I'm moving to the UK soon so honestly..
I'm prob looking at the English. I may have been born the year 2000, but I swear my soul is from 1965.
"The discipline of suffering, of great suffering ...do you not know that only this discipline has created all enhancements of man so far? That the tension of the soul in unhappiness which cultivates its strength, it shudders face to face with great ruin, it's inventiveness and courage in enduring, persevering, interpreting and exploiting suffering, and whatever has been granted to it of profundity, secret, mask, spirit, cunning, greatness...was it not granted to through suffering, through the discipline of great suffering? "
- Friedrich Nietzsche
" Come sorrow; we welcome thee.
Let us join in grief, rejoice in despair,
And honour the fortunate dead."
- Wednesday Addams
" In loneliness, the lonely one eats himself,
In a crowd, the many eat him. Now choose."
- Friedrich Nietzsche
" She was never crazy, she just didn't let her
heart settle in a cage. She was born wild, and sometimes we need people like her...for it's the horrors in her heart which cause the flames in ours...and she was always willing to burn for everything she has ever loved..."
- Reme Drake
I'll tell you my real name if we go well in talking and all that. I'm not bi. This app only allows you to put bi straight or gay, I'm pansexual. For those of you who find that confusing it's okay, just means your sexual orientation isn't as important to me as your personality and how well we connect. Overall I find you more attractive then what's in your pants.
That being said, I'll have some people annoyed at me for that but that's fine. I just wanna clarify to the person who might be my potential partner. Things like that do matter. For two people to be sexually attracted, emotionally attracted, to bond on all levels it's.good to get something like that out there.
Anyway, about me...I am a mortician. I used to be a medical assistant. I also have my tattooing license, I am an amazing artist, not being immodest simply saying what I have been told. I want to make the mortuary business my career. I'm still young but that's the path I'm following. I'm open to age gaps. No more than about thirteen years. I'm not ageist I'm just trying to keep it uncomplicated. I'm looking for someone I like. I'm not going to limit what I'm looking for and put strict guidelines on it or anything before it starts but I will let it be known that my intentions are for something that could turn into a serious relationship.
I enjoy activities such as caving or reading. I enjoy writing. And even though I'm an ambivert...I like my quiet space. I tend to be attracted to introverted types. I love metal concerts. I have a huge snake named Jormangdur after the world serpent 🐍 which is an off spring of the mythological Loki. ( Yes I'm into mythology, I even have a giant painting of the god Saturn eating his child above my bed.) I'm an oddball but this site is supposedly for oddballs. Hopefully I find my brand of strange. I have gothic tendencies I suppose that won't be a problem to disclose on here. I also play piano.
I have a love for taxidermy and before you hate, I'm a huge animal lover as well. I have inside my bedroom a small door that is like a crawl space from the 1940s and in it is a tiny room I have converted with black paint and a fox fur rug dyed red...on the side of one wall are small shelves I installed with simple oddities in different jars, octopi, and cute rats with ****** cuffs or cowboy outfits. I love dark humour. On the slanted ceiling of the small room are beautiful portraits of diff mythologies. In the corner is a small book stand with my fav gargoyle and a small selection of treasured books. My fav being Les Miserables. In another corner is a naked light bulb with a switch back from when the house was originally built. It still works. I have bean bag in there that is grey. And this small room is my sacred place. My alone time.
I enjoy documentaries and sci Fi shows also cult classics. I tend to be a nonjudgmental person. I am open to all things. Genuinely, when I get to know someone I wish to dissect their lives their intentions...who they are.
I have a burning desire for knowledge above all else discernment.. not for money or for recognition but because I enjoy understanding the things around me. You are going to find that I rave about quantum physics and mycology and that my fav ideas for a date range wildly to museums and star gazing to something like snowboarding or paintballing. I am quite open-minded and I want to learn about your interests...teach me things.
If you decide to message me don't hesitate to be random or unfiltered. I am attracted to intelligence and authenticity. I am allergic to small talk or meaningless vulgarity. The way I speak may seem odd but I am not stuck up. I love to write and am great at spelling, however I am awful at texting and am very clumsy with my fingers which creates a lot of typos. I am a person who suffers from severe ADHD. Random topic jumps are part of the package. I am an ambivert and for those of you who know what this means I am an ENFP. I actually have quite the silly bone, it may not seem like it but I'm full of bubbles dark..salicous bubbles.
