Looking for a fellow misanthrope, not looking for any particular style - music tracks I listen to are actually orchestral scores, no lyrics, no metal, no radio, nothing of a sort. Anyone who is amoral is a good candidate but make sure to read the rest of it.
I’m looking for immoral girl (kind of) who will understand me and my “worldview without beliefs” basically, I search for darkness in your cute soul which is very human but still, I doubt I’ll ever find MY KIND of crazy here. But internet has potential for sensible matches then why not. As I already said, I’m searching for amoral people, someone interesting with matching personality and interests but an amoral person, no strings/beliefs/cultural indoctrination attached. Are you a lone wolf perhaps? Perhaps a bit crazy and lonely, but at the same time ambitious and confident, it would be welcome and supportive sure but you don’t need *endless* emotional support? For example. I don’t discriminate but our worldview and general approach to life need to match. We need to be able to communicate, for starters. I’m looking for madness, darkness and wonder in your approach to everyday routine, you’re devilishly aware of life’s delicacies at (still) young age and cool with it, all those years behind are already weighing on you but welcome. He who increases knowledge increases sorrow (though not necessarily) and so forth
I lack many typical experiences a person my age “is supposed” to have. However, I am not psychologically weak. Most people fail to pursue what they truly want because they are afraid of it. They are afraid to take risks or be considered weird. It annoys me. They all fall into depression... until something or someone comforts them... at last "they have to adapt, otherwise they’ll remain miserable and lonely" ... or maybe they commit suicide. A typical story… I don’t like it - I love my true self, the world may be my enemy and so be it. No matter what - I’m here and full of energy, even if alone, I’m not going anywhere and continue to have fun in my own way
I am very open-minded and enjoy all kinds of topics. No tabu. Of course, faith and religion are pure psychology - it functions as a basic human need for most people. Don’t expect me to respect such things. Its present form annoys me (long overstayed its welcome), which is why I prefer to avoid the view of churches and temples altogether if I can, gladly would see them burn. I don’t like alcohol, don’t smoke, don’t do drugs, don't party, complete asocial type, a misanthrope who prefers their bunker. I avoid sunlight and aspire to eat healthy food. I am probably a strange case of "semi-asexual" - there is a lot of energy yes but when it comes to my priorities and life choices... s*x remains unimportant to me, compared with other things. Dating would be boring, a quick hookup in a club that plays music that I hate doesn’t interest me AT ALL. In comparison, watching movies or playing games together has nothing to do with romance because you have to focus on the story. And I guess I’m not really THAT much into traditional sense of “romance” meaning kisses and cuddling unless the mood is perfect for it then perhaps, maybe
Sometimes I’m chatty, sometimes calm. Sometimes calculated, sometimes imbalanced. My ideal world means implementing my long-term schemes, away from noise. Politics, wars, news, they are just amusements (or annoying noises), viewed from a safe distance of my bunker. I am more into fantasy, a bit sci-fi, definitely not horror. TV series or PC session in interesting strategic or indie title – the best form of relaxation (unless the story disappoints and then you complain about it yikes). It would be nice to share the plot, tastes and madness, without the need to vent online. I like serious things, things with depth or even violence. On the other hand, I'm also a big fan of children animation, whether cartoons or anime though I much prefer western animation. When it comes to music, almost exclusively orchestrated, very often game music, tv series music etc (hmm ever heard of ffshrine before it closed down? Maybe?)
My perfect partner-in-crime ... I need someone who has the same priorities in life. Striving for their own goals and ambitions, but not necessarily a "career" in corporation. A symbiosis. We support each other in our grand design and - I hope - shape the world and worldview of others no matter the collateral damage. Someone mentally flexible and reasonable but a bit crazy. Do you desire a real change in the world and society, want to overthrow the old idols? Open to more sensible solutions, even if they require a less emotional approach? In harmony with your own darkness and completely fine with it? It's better to have excessive ambitions and very "strange" fantasies than to not have them at all. This life of ours… in so many cases is just a big joke... still we can’t be discouraged because the world presents plenty of opportunities and surprises. In case of success and if technology allows, I need someone who is ready to become immortal and rule over the world with me. No children, obviously.
I wonder… am I alone? Where is my dark twin and partner? the other part of my sole purpose and shared understanding that transcends the reality ? No luck in my city nor my country so far, perhaps I can find someone who will be interested (and interesting!) in the wider web? Obviously what I’m looking for isn’t really defined and I would be glad to just talk, for starters, no matter the distance between us. Contact at septarsos@protonmail.com
Most people only play pretend at being 'edgy' or misanthropic, but actually they don't really mean it, they are hardly amoral and they still adhere to plenty of common standards and bore limitations of the mind. Some others who speak the same language as mine are often VERY apathetic thus poor emotional partners, whereas that's not true with me, I've got plenty of life and emotions yet, something that's not going to change, so I need someone that talks the same language, is a lone wolf but not one that's always bored. Think of me as a cartoon version of a demon or something, that's a good comparison, frankly also why it's hard to find a good match
