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รยƅ៣เttєԀ Ŧ๏г tђє คקקг๏ṽคl ๏Ŧ tђє ៣เԀภเgђt ร๏ϲเєt⑂
I am that voice inside your head
a lost soul looking for someone to help me find my way back.. Gorillaz & M83 are the soundtrack to my life, you know those days where you are just exhausted from the wonders of existence? In a time of madness upheaval sadness loss and uncertainty I just want to be transported to another time.. Another place, where hope and happy memories exists. To make me feel like I am something, like the whole world just stopped and stared for a moment. Like I'm floating through space and time, to feel the deep touch in my soul. My brains wired different, misunderstood, feelings thoughts and emotions, it comes with beauty, lightness, depth and a sense of what really matters to me. A feeling thats hard to describe, a sad melancholy harmony that fills my soul with resentment for the past. This modern love wastes me. I think we take for granted the impact we can have on the the lives of others, you can change someone's time with just a few words or a simple action. You can change someones feelings in an instant.Theres a thousand things i will never understand. Cause and effect, Hyper fixation.. Crippling depression and self doubt. No words just melodies crashing into each other causing cosmic explosions to my ears. Death doesn't feel like its an ominous event to be scared of, its just a part of life. Always feeling on edge, Insomnia driving me mad.. heaven knows im miserable now, someone come put me out of my misery. I've been broken into a million pieces, you shouldn't drink poison just because your thirsty. Everyone i know goes away in the end ☹ when things are getting hard life isn't going to be as good as always. I want to travel to that void to find my peace, to feel better and to find a better place.. I feel so lost and alone, no purpose no goal just stuck in a point in my life that i cant get out of. Scared my dreams will never come true, Scared of whats to come.. Its like a never ending cycle that i just can't break free form, my halo is slipping from my head around my neck and now it just feels like a noose. Life has lost all meaning to me. Suicide doesn't stop the pain it just gives that pain to a loved one ḯ ⊥нḯηḱ ⊥нεяєร ∀ ḟคʊʟ⊥ ḯη ღ¥ ḉø∂ε ☠
I wish heaven and rainbow bridge had visiting hours
ል ♄€ል◗ Ϝ☋↳↳ ⊙Ϝ ◗☈€ልm̑̈ⓢ รเttเภg ๏ภ ค ƅ๏ж ๏Ŧ ♄ልϰ◗ ❡☈€♫ል◗€ⓢ
3 in the morning, i am looking out the window. Its a beautiful clear sky, I cannot describe what I feel. Is it love? Is it sadness? Is it a desire deep inside of me? I don't know, I tried often to figure it out but I just cannot describe how I feel. The view makes me want to cry and smile at the same time. Tears appear in my eyes, I begin to cry, but why? Watching the world go by. I don't feel sad, I don't feel happy either. Its like I miss something. Something I have never experienced but I always wanted. I feel empty, but I keep enjoying the beautiful view while tears roll down my face.
When a girl feels loved she glows, I just wish I could make someone feel that way 웃+유 ❦
Looking for my nymphétamine girl, would also like to make some friend's. I like sending song lyrics and talking about randomness, i have insomnia and dont sleep much at night so im always up for a blether ಠﭛಠ
Have you ever really wanted to talk to someone so much that you wish you could send a message directly to her head? Even just to say "do you know i feel it too.. Turn around and take my hand" If you felt invisible, I won't let you feel that now ꨄ
If i can make even one person smile then I guess I'm doing something right ㋛
Ingredior in meus calceus quod vos mos agnosco
Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me?
Will I shake this off and pretend it's all ok?
Is there someone out there who feels just like me?
love music animals fasinatated by butterflies and moths εїз nature walks photography watching the sunrise and hearing the birds collecting plushies pops and all sorts tattoos horrors comedy Studio Ghibli totoro family guy american dad bobs burgers south park superstore Pokémon(favourite is mudkip) little misfortune Fran bow sally face the science of staying awake mario kart Kirby hokko life dayz anime paranormal Mr ballen what lurks beneath swamp dweller nukes top 5 cryptids zombies (>*-*)> ash vs evil dead lofi girl randomness im a gamer. have xbox one ps5 Nintendo switch and raspberry pi.
My favourite bands are the gorillaz ●﹏● (Damon albarn is a lyrical genius) M83 Papa Roach oasis blur embrace Stereophonics Pompeya coldplay stone roses the verve linkin park tears for fears lifehouse bmth Bob marley falling in reverse pantera the human league ooyy Depeche Mode the who R.E.M led Zeppelin the cure halsey weezer semisonic Radiohead lisa miskovsky lighthouse family NOTD a-ha Syd Matters pulp five finger death punch the smiths the prodigy all we are bloc party icp simple plan newfound glory finch gojira Gerry cinnamon the music Tomas Skyldeberg m22 daughter Massive attack bag raiders poets of the fall pink floyd Bob Dylan the rigs metallica shattersphere afi queens of the Stone age system of a down example tool alkaline trio asking alexandria knife party deftones a perfect circle simple minds the hu all trance music drum & base and many more. My taste in music is all over the place. Depends on my mood and would be here all day if I was to list them all.
ZOMG im in love with jinx(arcane) got her tattooed on my arm (°◡°♡)☆
I have a twisted sense of humour so don't hold back. ╭m(◎◞◎)m╮
Ask for my discord & gamer tags if you are good working with clay gimme a shout. i'd really love to find someone who could make some characters/figures for me
𝓽ꫝ𝓲𝘴 𝓲𝘴ꪀ𝓽 ꫀꪜꫀꪀ ꪑꪗ ᠻꪀꪖꪶ ᠻꪮ𝘳ꪑ.
I always thought the quickest way to a girls heart is through her ribcage (っ˘ڡ˘ς)
With the holograms beside me
I'll dance alone tonight
In a mirrored world, are you beside me
If you are just after money then would you kindly bite my รђเtє ︻┳═一 ٩(×̯×)۶ 𓂺
Head in the clouds or under the weather
More late nights of the same old ŞĦƗŦ€
Than you care to remember
Over & Out Sky Diver ~
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Are you deranged like me? Are you strange like me? Are you insane like me? Do you call yourself a fᵾȼꝁɨnǥ hurricane like me?
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ꀤ ꀷꂦꈤ'꓄ ꀍꍏ꓄ꏂ ꌩꂦꀎ, ꌃꀎ꓄ ꀤ ꀷꏂꌚᖘꀤꌚꏂ ꓄ꀍꍏ꓄ ꎇꏂꏂ꒒ꀤꈤꁅ
꓄ꀍꏂꋪꏂ'ꌚ ꈤꂦ꓄ꀍꀤꈤꁅ ꒒ꏂꎇ꓄ ꎇꂦꋪ ꎭꏂ ꀍꏂꋪꏂ
ꌩꂦꀎ ꅐꂦꈤ'꓄ ꀘꈤꂦꅐ ꀤꎇ ꌩꂦꀎ ꀷꂦꈤ'꓄ ꁅꂦ
ꌚꀎᖘꏂꋪꎇꀤꏳꀤꍏ꒒ ꎇꏂꏂ꒒ꀤꈤꁅꌚ
ꀤ꓄ꌚ ꀍꍏꋪꀷ ꓄ꂦ ꓄ꍏꀘꏂ ꀤ꓄ ꏂꍏꌚꌩ, ꀎꈤꀷꏂꋪꈤꏂꍏ꓄ꀍ ꓄ꀍꏂ ꋪꏂꀷ ꌚꀎꈤ
ꏂ꒦ꏂꋪꌩ꓄ꀍꀤꈤꁅ'ꌚ ꏂ꒒ꏂꏳ꓄ꋪꀤꏳ
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Ԁเรϲ๏ภภєϲt คภԀ รєlŦ Ԁєรtгยϲt ๏ภє ƅยllєt คt ค tเ៣є. ฬђคt'ร ⑂๏ยг гยรђ ภ๏ฬ єṽєг⑂๏ภє ฬเll ђคṽє tђєเг Ԁค⑂ t๏ Ԁเє ⚠
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