Hey there, just looking to make some friends, I am going through a hard time at the moment and think it would be good to move through this hard time, but around the corner it caused be solved but still not able to be social or have any friends. I know that I have had my own set of problems being me being a non conformist and chaotic but I don't deserve to not have any friends, and I know it's time to be a better me an stuff. I have a lot of talents and just want to be more happy.
I enjoy having played guitar a lot and have made some demos and stuff and that's what I want to do more of when I am more organised and I would be down with playing music and jamming with someone. I have released some of my demos on my bandcamp and made a lot of youtube videos which I want to do more of and get better at.
Due to me enjoying having played a lot of games and once was starting to become a successful streamer when I got kicked out a couple of times, doing music on and off, it's all that keeps me happy. I even thought I was getting better and decided to pursue becoming a games developer as I have also tried learning how to make games but I fell that due to not being happy with not getting to have the friends that I want to have with the culture at college being toxic and unfriendly to me, being mostly sly bully's and me being too poor to even take care of my basics. I have been homeless before in the past so I feel my life is about survival. I still will learn games development in the future to try and make and sell games too.
Now picking up my life I am still trying to get work and pursue my music / entertainer career and pursue my other tech hobbies. that's into creating my own musc and plays guitar and keyoard, etc. I like rock, metal, and dark ambient. I am spritual-buddhist.
I appreciate different cultures and religions and feel that I need to be more spiritual and contend in more rituals. I am very much interested in new experiences and feel a growing need to be more spiritual with new means of relaxing. There for I concur a great emphasis of me wanting to connect with other like minded spiritis who also are spiritual and devoted to being nature explorers and be apart of rituals.
You can check out my work at: deathrunetune.bandcamp
I am into reading books, and into controversial topics including magic and the paranormal, alien life, numerous theories, criminal psychology.
My other hobbies that I like to delve in every now and then include: I like creating videos, which are of me acting and philosphising about stuff.
