CANDIXCHAOS

First off please if you dont live close to me and arent willing to drive to see me please dont bother flirting im tired pf getting my heart broken... anyways I'm Candi, 19, reddish brown hair, 5'10'',my sisters are my world, i play piano, i write, and occasionally sing, i ride dirt bikes, i can play football, i skate, i smoke weed >:3 i drink, im not afraid to show people who i really am but im terrified of getting hurt again, i would rather you hate me for who i am rather than you like me for what im not, im shy at first but once you get to know me you will find out pretty fast how crazy i can get lol, my dad passed away on christmas eve in 2009, i have had a step dad since i was 2, i was lucky enough to have both of them in my life and im proud to say i was and still to this day am a daddys girl, ive had a pretty rough past my mom, step dad, and sisters lost their home in a fire in 08, 3 of my close friends died in a car wreck in 07, i was in an abusive relationship for 2 years, my dad was a diabetic and i watched him go from working on the fire department to not being able to walk, i had to move a lot as a kid, ive tried to kill myself a few times but i havent had any suicidal thoughts in quite a while, enough with the sad stuff... i love games i play cod, skyrim, dragon age, oblivion, you name it ive probably played it lol my gamertag is candiXchaos if you would like to add me, and thats about it