"what ever happened to forever and always? what ever happened to loving someone because they had a beautiful heart? what happened to holding hands in the rain.. to looking up at the stars at night.. to watching her sleep, and feeling her heartbeat. what happened to the day that it took two, to live. it took two, to breath. it took two, to be complete. what ever happened to making love? what happened to being faithful, and loving only one person? god.. I don't know if your up there or not.. but if you are, then please. I beg you.. take me back, to my time"
People call me Shadow. a name ive went by since I was 7 years old. I honestly don't know what im doing here. I know being a loner is unhealthy, so I guess I just thought I'd try to meet some new people. anyway, about me.. well, im wierd. and old fashioned. the world is still a strange place to me. ive got the clothes to fit in, but my mind is still stuck somewhere in the 1700's. perhaps being raised by my grandfather had something to do with that. I have a strong interest in blood. I have since I was a child. hopefully that doesn't scare people off.. I have tattoo's. one on my chest, two on my back, and my full left arm is covered. I have my lip pierced. I enjoy looking up at the stars at night. I love night time. the day brings in the sun. and the sun isn't something im familiar with.. my skin is pale as the moon, thank's to the lack of sun. I enjoy working, and singing. I do death growling, although, I can sing normally to. alot of people from Georgia may know me from the gothic metal band known as "Nyctophobia". im only 20, but people normally find that hard to believe. Im very mature for my age. martial arts is a passion of mine. I have a darker half that needs to unleash sometimes. Im not like any other guy out there to put it lightly. think of me as an alien, trying to get back to my planet. I feel "misplaced" in this world. I don't believe in loving someone for looks. I don't go by looks. I go by the thing that realy makes a person beautiful. their heart. a man, cannot be a man, without a good woman by his side. and a shadow, will never be nothing more than that, without her to help guide him in darkness. I don't understand "moving on". I guess it's because my grandfather taught me about forever and always. that's the way I thought it was suppost to be. after him and my grandmother died, I had to get out in the real world. and see that "forever and always" doesn't exist. the world I grew up in, is much different than the real world in which I live in now. anyway, I hate talking about myself. if there's anything else you want to know, then just ask. I don't bite. unless ofcorse, you have AB Negative blood. I might want a taste then
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Cut The Flesh, Just To Watch It Bleed.
The Sadistic Hunger Of Immortality.
Forever Cursed By This Unending Plague.
I Am Darkness, Death And Decay.
Feel Her Irresistible Skin, So Soft And So Warm.
Watch Her Blood Flow Freely With The Prick Of A Thorn.
Savor The Moment, And Savor The Sanguine Wine.
Smell Her Blood, But Be Careful Not To Lose Your Mind.
Her Thoughts Are So Loud, Racing In Her Head.
Does She Even Know How Long It's Been Since I Fed?
She Smells Of The Forest, And Roses In Bloom.
This Irresistible Angel.. Will Never Leave My Room.
-Shadow
is there none that would stay faithful? is there none that would hold hands with me through the darkness, and the afterlife? I doubt it.. there is always that one guy friend she'll choose first. love is lost nowadays. it means nothing to anyone anymore. im here for a friend at best. and even that, is pushing it.
