Alright final update of my profile and final edit; I will not be checking my messages after you see my last leave date. Why you ask? Simple. I'm tired of the rude. horny. disgusting pigs. disrespectful people on here. What I mean by rude and disrespectful people on here let me start off with something my profile picture was suppose too be funny; sadly nobody got the joke sad as that is only two people found the profile picture funny. Fresh fish on the market? Fish for sale? Fish on the market? No? Okay guess that's not funny then LMAO. Another reason is that I didn't think people were that idiotic not knowing how too click on a profile picture too view more photos I mean I figured that out in less than a few seconds LMAO. Like seriously was figuring that out that difficult? Next issue horny I did have a few guys on here and on my contacts say how horny they were and good for you and I don't really care perhaps you need a therapist or a counselor too fix that problem and this will go on for the disgusting pigs one guy decided too have the nerve to honestly tell me how many times he had s-e-x with his ex girlfriend like what the heck man? All I ask is be kind don't be disgusting and perverted and horny when messaging me because you will earn yourself a statement from me saying you need at therapist or a counselor about your issue and then a block. On this final wrap up; I should also state that my spiritual bogs are from another Alternative website and we're not allowed too post other website links besides YouTube I think. I've no interest in click-baiting anyone.
Now before we begin and drop the anchor off this ship of the deep sea let me state something. You can find more information about me on my picture comments you have to be that idiotic if you can't see the comment number count on the photos on my profile picture. Secondly my contacts are in the Midnight Blue Game Boy Color section and my email is in the anime photo. However what you see is what you get if you don't own any of those you've two choices one is email or you've to download something else. Also some people don't know modest I'm. I won't wear a two piece bathing suit or even a one piece bathing suit out too the beach or in public swimming pool with my real life pup; as a mother I find that very trashy and disgusting + I don't want guys looking at me either so the only way I would go swimming if I had a full covered suit and if the suit covered my whole body and not my arms that's fine with me because the only thing you see by me in public are my arms and paws and face and neck. I don't even care if I had a boyfriend I still wouldn't do that @ all. Same for skirts my legs would've to be covered by tights or leggings and same goes for a dress. Anyways let's drop the anchor now on the very deep sea.
So what I've noticed today and now forever tomorrow. That the moon of ''TWO'' are deceiving as a circular snake eating the clouds of ''paradise'' but what I wasn't told that the ''TWO'' moons have a back and back ''CURVE'' you see what separates me from the ''TWO'' is what runs around and what strikes like Mother. Beautiful obi sword of Spider as I once thought of you as a well rounded teacher because a Demon King once told me about only showing your colors to yourself but he told me to shape your ''MOSAICS'' in a different ''PATTERN'' oh sleeping prince when will you up from the mold of the ''SHED?'' however so and certain that reminds me when my coat got shot to protect Mother from her ambitions and desires and hopes into dreams I turned into madness and Storm Howl was born then and born alive. Oh the transformation of the sleeping prince and the mother wolf holding onto the golden weaver orb too see what will come after me. Even so the Spider's Mask fits me well there are some other fragments I can see underneath the layer. Placing the Spider's Mask on Spider with my adult blue black paws knows that I still have faith in Spider because I hope each one of you gets a ''FRAGMENT'' because that way you can have my thoughts with you on a string of the Spider. I couldn't seem to notice with the King's Robes around me and the muted stare of the gray silver swirls of the King of Kings himself was thinking in deep thought what I could carry you though the King of King robes and open up to a full ''branches'' but you see just like as I thought two thrones belong to me always two sides and always two sides of glass shards. What if? I ask myself? What if that demon can be ''YOU'' and your love makes me sway in a shadow dance like the beautiful obi in the wind and the ''FALLEN STAR'' oh morning sun of the fallen star you're beautiful in my eyes. Because I've felt in the Abyss and the gates of Mother Snake the storm of the tide that howls within the night and midnight abyss and the sways of the chains of the Abyss the wrong judged bleed within the strings just like the drop of Mr Spider's Thread before the dreaming ''SPIDER BEGAN'' but then once I sit down with King of King's of himself I start to put my adult blue black paws and I think to myself of how much of I'm in love with these beautiful raven feathers protecting the magi and the beautiful ''SUIT'' tell me King of Kings can I stand in hell with the full robe ''OPEN'' idealism and noticed paradise? But you see again I stand with another path making sure Loki's madness is there within myself and for him to guide me throughout his armor and shall the armor shield me from the ''MANY'' I can't seem to handle the thought of promised pain but a promise and a promise of that many pains I must see ''THROUGH'' oh Hel what would you do? Could I collapse the northern ''STORM'' ah the smell of the olden blood fur the stench of death is nice. But there I stood with the fallen stars and the morning shimmer of the last ''ONE'' of the hour and fell into a cosmic fury and then I remember your love for me. Then I remember holding my jagged water blade that defied mother eyes full of desire and ambition to please mother because I can't simply fail mother because I can't see any other way. Even if I get a ''PAINTBRUSH TO PAINT THE OLDEN TREE BLACK'' and release all the demonic wisp's into the mana pool and sit on my throne holding the King of King robes on my body waking into a ''SLEEPLESS MOON'' oh? The King of Kings looked at me with sideways off and said are ''you in Dream City my dear?'' As he looked up me with a grin ''you see you're are favorite in Hell and with this golden enchantment hair piece I've of mine will become the alchemist in the middle of Hell and your throne will be in the middle as well dear one'' as so they say Mr Bel Bel looks over at me and says ''even then I wondered if the cleaver would be on your back to my shadowed wisp dancer my best friend you remember that demon fruit you gave me once eh?'' He shakes his head ''you motherly figures shows but what shows underneath is the beast himself you can't hide or run what is always around YOU dear one always coming running running running oh YOU'' but isn't that I will run what will come at me but if Mother is at threat I'll stop and I'll stop ''YOU'' but what I won't stop is the circular moons and the moons around me because I will become the one of the mischievous sly will of you and hope for you to come out of ''ME'' you see this is the side and the side I will take to become the final and the ultimate unit for you Mother Snake but don't forget you see Mother Snake being in love is like your venom I seem too not get enough but what I can't get enough of is finding the final mosaic piece so then I'll hold the King of King of Spiders close and the sleeping prince will become the ''DREAM''
Even if so can you see? What is the 5th sun to you? Could I hold on to my twin daggers more than can I hold on you to you? I tried so hard to hold on before being swept off by the storm of my own demise before being twisted around the Mother Snake. Held on and wrapped by the two snakes binding me with their ''SCALES'' and who the two snakes belong to as I sit down in my own thoughts there as I clutch the twin daggers close to me and closing my wolf mother eyes as I ask Loki to guide me throughout this madness. Do I ask Loki himself to guide me and from a different madness? Or form something else? Tell me what will destroy you of this pain and madness? There I always sit down holding my twin daggers close to me thinking in a deep thought and grinning with the grin of Loki himself and thinking of the goal of myself could I avenge you dear Mother instead of forming a Demon King of himself and his robe around me? I can't seem but to see this path clear of myself if this pleases me to destroy myself then forget me darling but there is no other way I can see this through. I'll forget you darling as I tried downing you with me towards the Abyss because this is our miasma love together. I can't contain this ''starved skinny body and vessel'' anymore and I'm deprived of the living ''feast' Storm Howl. You see the howl of the mother wolf and the storm that became Mother Snake. Even now I sit in shaking cold in the ''King's Robes'' that I've frozen myself and deprived myself of this so called feast. Starving is pretty darling but in a different way that way I can be a clean slate like how I washed up ashore on boned ash and picked up by my now static husband but my faded eyes were of you Mother Snake and anyways will be a memory of mine Mother. Dreaming of now and being close to your Mother Snake scales mother needs to ''clean off'' you see now darling. If I couldn't paint your love onto my vessel then I would want you to be painted on a canvas and hope your image will stay picture perfect without the circle and the lies of deceit of the moon. I couldn't see where the lies were but the lies were the heart of the snake and the failed ambition of your dreams and and ideals Mother Snake. However to become a twin snake in my wolf mother eyes is a mother and a demon of itself one part of the ''OTHER'' and that other can switch into that mode with ease. You see my image is a obsession of being picture perfect in Mother's eyes. I can't accept anything less of myself if I can't appease Mother's will and tide even so when I flip one of the twin daggers a part of me is reminded me of Loki's will within myself but a will to make Mother happy and the thought of Mother being gone is something that I can't seem to handle this emotion full of anger and hate. Because the Storm Howl will make me quite ''hungry'' but no that's not the word the scent of the olden ''WOLF'' reminds me of ''HOME'' and pleasing memories of him and these memories came before me and the ''tail whip of Mother that washed me ashore my hopes and dreams faded in the eyes'' and there I thought for my final moments before I washed ashore was no this isn't the end and I would tell myself over and over as I was playing darts with my twin daggers traded with a jagged water blade. Mother Snake you made me notice how much I dwell with the tides of the storms within myself this struggle is something I can't seem to cope with but I know what will make me happy if I can transform this vessel into a image for a second for Loki to chop of the branches of the olden tree of Yggdrasil and make a nice throne and paint the Yggdrasil tree black again and reborn a new tree and setting the demon wisp boxes in the mana pool spring. But you see sleeping in this throne makes me thing where is my love beside me? Did I drown him in the Abyss while carrying him through the tides of the storm of myself relying on such hate and anger that I can't seem to get in paws touch with and what have I done to my lover? But what if I held the ropes close to me and hang myself to the Yggdrasil tree be better or could that I be reborn into another ''Snake's Egg''? As well as perhaps hang me tied to the Yggdrasil ah....no darling I can't do that because then your canvas would be ''gone to'' with being held down by ''shadowed self'' the beast eyes of ''YOU'' open close but the left eye transforms into Loki because I'm the illusionist of demise and dancing shadow moon swaying with the shadows and the trees being reminded of ''HOME'' this promise is in so much pain and a trickster because I love certain people's emotions or fears that made me 'tick'' but no that's not the case isn't that not? I love to trick because that's how I ''slither around people'' and this became a self-educe habit of mine darling. I would never leave you my darling drowned like this and ''wet drowned feathers of the olden raven being held across my beast heart'' but that was the only way I could see Mother through. However I notice now that was my own selfish demise. Darling won't you forgive me? Ah I'm so tired Mother let me rest of the new ''throne'' huddled in the ''King's Robes'' and the twin snakes coil of me so that way the scales can form into a new ''Snake's Egg'' promise me darning when I become ''anew'' would you love what Mother Snake created? Would you stand true to the cause? Tell me when I open my eyes could I ''wrap you around the snake''? Can I create a illusion of wisp around you can your canvas be ''colorful'' darling and if I trick you darling I'll make sure that is with the venom of dear Mother to show you my true love to you darling. Why I think for now I'll rest as my twin dagger falls from the grasp of the ''mother and the demon'' but more in fact the one that ''died.''
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Waring you still have 15 or more minutes less. Please don't ask any questions already on my profile. I will just smart A$$ tell you go read my profile. Also don't ask my gender or what I'm. Anyways for one my profile clearly states of what I'm and if you can't tell my gender by my profile pictures that hurts man like ouch. Height 5 or 5'2 can't remember and my weight is around 90 something. Aries and Pisces cusp according to Google talking about my birthday. Chinese is Water Rooster. Also if this is a issue for you as well I'm a picky eater but I was raised and that was was okay and acceptable in the household. You either ate what my mom fixed you which she never fixed anything the whole house didn't like. Or you can fix yourself something to eat yourself. Or ask if you can get fast food. Picky was how I was raised all my life and was told how acceptable that was. I also treat my real pup and spirit pups just the same way and if this is an issue and I can say this much I don't care. Anyways believe this or not I only had one block due to a argument that I should fix my real pup a homemade meal every single day and I shouldn't feed my pup what he wants like damn and he had a kid himself like man you're psychopathic. Also believe this or not my pup will not eat pasta any kind of form or shape or fashion he won't. Not even mash potatoes and Hell my sister is a grown adult and she don't even like them LMAO. He just wants to eat pizza and sandwiches and burgers and nuggets and Lunchables and you get the general idea and when I make my son eat a new snack if he doesn't like that and says he don't like it or don't want it that's very typical for a kid. But I don't see how I'm a bad parent because I won't fix my kid homemade meals or treat him like dirt because I should cook him what seems like what I WANT and not HIM. Which sorry this wolf mother don't roll like that. So he really isn't being picky he just wants too eat like a normal kid does which is fine by me. So please whatever you do I'm his parent and wolf mother so I don't need anyone telling me how I should feel my real life pup if he wants to eat like a normal kid does then oh well pretty psychopathic I got blocked because supposedly fixing your kid no homemade meals every single day is extremely bad LMAO. I think that's extremely wrong anyways when a parent forces their kid to eat something in the first place. Anyways I do like my burgers plain I don't like anything on them and pickles are disgusting. I do like creamy pepper sauce. However speaking of creamy pepper sauce I'm not a huge fan of Whataburger fries every single damn time the fries are ice cold and I live in a small town and we don't have other special burger joint places we just have your usual and basic. Also for a Alt site yes I listen to video game soundtracks the most. With a variety of Metal and my favorite Metal is Power Metal and Atmospheric Metal and Viking Metal and Industrial Metal and of course can't forget Viking Metal that's for sure. Oh another thing as well I rarely drink soda unless I'm given a Icee or going out too eat and so on. I've been trying to drink flavored carbonated water because drinking 3-4 cans a soda a day and barely even any water makes your fur or in your case skin dryer than the Sahara Desert. Also laugh @ me all you want but one of my spirit husbands likes me to take vitamins. Speaking of his idealism of his wife taking care of this vessel last year I did take vitamin c for the whole year and didn't get sick besides seasonal allergies and physical pain problems. I also take herbal stuff like Valerian. Passionflower and Skullcap to pass out.
Nothing really interesting to hit home about. Video gaming rarely on the PS4. Finding Let's Plays on YouTube. RuPaul shows and other fashion shows. Also cooking sometimes to motivate me to eat more or not be so non-motivated to cook lmao. I also have more video game trivia questions somewhere in my photos. LOOK FOR THE COMMENT COUNT NUMBER. How you do that is you click on my profile picture here and then look for a comment. I've posted more things about myself there. However I do need help on conversation starters more help then possible dying in a desert or something lmao. I'm not into group hookups or looking for members in trio not my thing also please don't be a creep wanting me for a trophy wife which I don't understand why t guys get this vibe from me? I mean I don't see how I'm pretty and I'm not rich. But there has been vibes in the past that people think I'm really rich and I'm not? LMAO. People are bat $hit crazy now days. However these creeps is why my Instagram profile is private. Why I don't disclose more than just Texas from my location and the secondary half reason why I don't post selfies anymore on Instagram and besides not being happy with how I physical look this is my personal problem and everyone has physical flaw insecurities there is nothing wrong with me or creating a boo hoo effect and I should also state sense I've had creeps before in the past I keep my accounts private unless I can trust you and I don't have my real name or personal detail on them and have fake locations this is what happens when you've creeps and weirdos after you and this is a light sauced reason why I don't own tons of social medias and also gives you more chances too be found and stalked and searched that's why I posted my contacts in my photos if anyone did try too stalk me or do some kind of check the user would get nothing. So please don't be that creep in the past I've had illegal background checks without my consent but what happened was the user found out how my mother died and never talked to me sense anyways so please don't do that too me okay? Both of my moms are dead. I've already had the worse happened. So if you hate me on here please know there is nothing more you can do to make my life more awful and miserable as that already is. So please just don't and if you're in the IT field I will not trust you 0 with any information because the person that did a background check was in this field. However stay safe and smart on here what you give out. However this is when I had different contacts and names etc before I got extremely paranoid and made everything extremely private and low-key. Anyways I should state I'm not popular on here. I got tons of blocks more than I do friend request. Also saying your se-x-ual into me is extremely creepy and all these combined problem with guys is part of why I'm single besides the main one being a wolf mother and what's going on with my life and even if friends only most single parents get rejected off the spot. I'm not looking for a replacement! If long distance isn't for you that should be stated in your profile. Also nobody in their 50 please. If you're old enough to be my dad and takes common sense to know that then don't add or view my profile also hey beautiful or babe or whatever isn't how you attract me unless you can say something else besides that and I also prefer the male to tell me about dating or is interested in me so my adult blue black wolf paws don't cross the line. Sense long profiles are a no no and if I really wanted I could make my profile ten times worse but anyways I won't. However you can ask for my textbook of madness if you wish and desire so and also I'm very spiritual and on that note I did post my textbook of madness on one of my photos. I'm sure my block count will make you laugh LOL. Also I don't respond to people that ignore me for three or four days without a reason you will automatic be deleted from my contacts and that means you're not interested enough to tell me why you won't talk to me for three or four days. Speaking of conversations I'm extremely terrible and just like a quicksand things will be dried up quicker than you think and sucked in. So I need some hep with that! Also I'm a wolf mother so if that bothers you move along I know I said this twice but you know someone could've forgotten between paws point A and B. I also will not disclose no more about my pup in real and pups in spirits more than their name and age. I will not disclose a full birthday. Also on a final note I prefer contact outside of here. If you need a few days of talking with me that's fine instead of blocking me after.
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I will heart your picture or a comment if you want to talk to me. I could send a wink but you would think I'm a weirdo because who does that? LMAO I'm sure some do but that won't be me! Nope can do! I don't start conversations and if you need me you've my inbox and I also will block anyone that messages me how are you? Once a week or a few days without any reasoning of your absence I mean that's really no interest and not really a conversation to begin with so might as well terminate the conversation. I know that I said this for the second time but this is very common for me LMAO. Also I only have an Instagram account and kikingball account and email you can message me on Instagram if you've one of these. Oh! Look at my pictures and some will have comments on them like the Midnight Blue Game Boy Color and my pictures with a comment on them so that way people won't boo hoo and cry me a gigantic river over a long profile. Also let me know if you do art or anything similar! I love supporting artist.
Final note my contacts are in my Midnight Blue Game Boy Color. Not hard all you've to do is click a photo if that isn't too much strain for you. Also I've a authentic sign. Last final note and for example. If I'm offline let's say August 5 and I've not comeback on sense then I should recommend you finding my contacts in the Midnight Blue Game Boy Color and add me on one of those and if you've read my blogs online from the Midnight Blue Game Boy Color section let me know as well! I would love to hear your input! Also on that final note section as well I normally feel more comfortable answering the spiritual side questions as about my writings I really don't feel comfortable answering the deep personal like the one above the physical blog and that one as well and also if you add me and if your profile is something that I don't recognize I will ask who this is LMAO. Alright that's all!
