Feral. Aggressive. Too spiritual for your A$$. Long profile ahead. Go ahead and block me darling. Go ahead and know my many ''colors and mosaics'' don't message me here anymore. Message me on contacts if needed.
For he knows himself on here when I had my wolf mother eyes onto you then I saw such a beautiful flame I questioned if this is love? But is this love of the devil and the burning flame? Is this picture perfect? Ah oh Sir Vampire I'm scared now please armor me in your ''bat wings'' and shall I go back into the ''vampire robe'' to ''transform'' and I hope this new love will become the full unit of combat because close combat is dangerous sweetheart and I hope I can doge many ''bullets'' and open the ''coat'' in full. To protect is something I can't. Oh Sir Vampire with such dark eyes of yours why can't I protect anything? No prototype unit ''coat'' is beautiful to show to my lover....I....
Your love was suppose to feel like love. But your love transformed me in your design of your own ''devil'' darling what have you done to me? You see when I saw you I smiled but was that the devil smiling? The devil you created. When I'm able to put my blue black adult paws on you can I close my eyes and notice who I'm? Or does the devil sit down with a ''vampire cloak'' with a floating horned mask with bells and chimes hanging from the mask? Darling will your love that will bring the madness that I'm desiring and craving inside?
I'm done. I tried. I don't expect anything at all to happen. Wish I could Dark Matter everything.
In the end so they say Sir Vampire. So in the end they say Sir Vampire. So in the end they say Sir Vampire didn't you know the one underneath your wing was trying to become the best version of oneself but even so I tried wrapping the shadows with ''ribbons and threads'' hopefully mending the gaping void that seems to leave me with misery and despair and sadness regret and remorse and deep hatred and a ball of of explosives just festering inside and left wrapped around over like a cloak myself and the general of the coat seem to reject protection of healing oneself with the shadows. Is this because I reject myself? Or I deny myself Alvastar? No I deny nothing better than to profect who I'm an obsession that I can't deny making sure the ''craft'' is correct with the ultimate ''coat'' Alvastar. I want every component to be picture perfect. Each shard woven so no extra ''bullets can destroy me while being the carrier of combat'' I want the raven feathers to fully develop around the core and around the chest and the raven ''wings all fully open and and aware and know the heart is in the right place while the Snake venom filters out such hatred and spite and giving energy to the magi'' I want the the totem to wrap around to protect the wearer perhaps this totem I can hold with my blue black adult paws and close my eyes and hopefully feel the inner peace which I lack inside this vessel. Perhaps you can understand me more with the tier of the Wolf and middle Raven and the end of the totem the Snake so that way the snake can rise above a ''pillar to the body and wrap over the shoulders looking with the purple gem eyes gazing at the Abyss'' this is my life path now. Mother tell me if you were alive in this physical plane and the spiritual realm would you ''notice who I'm now''? Dancing with the shadows hoping to find a way to extract the true ''unit for combat so I can combat what is destroying me'' but somehow I'll keep painting the mosaic hoping to find a ''color'' pallet that will suit me and find the perfect ''brush stroke on this empty canvas that I keep throwing out and getting a new one'' obsessions of mosaics and butterflies. Tell me Sir Vampire Alvastar what would your color be with those dark eyes of yours? Would your color be of the night with the shimmering aura of the midnight the one you decided to take underneath your wing even though when I try raising my sword at you I hesitate and the vision of the ''striking snake'' what gets me. You tell me Alvaster as you come beside me you always remind myself as you tilt your head at me ''what's wrong does the hesitation of reminding you not to drop the sword halfway blow remind you of when you striked at your ownself'? Dear Midnight darling as he places his vampire claws on my shoulder with a smirk. ''I know what that is like to be bitten by oneself to strike at the other'' even barely remembering slight fragments of my house remains but when the time comes dear one remember that some even wolves put on a ''vampire cloak'' to hopefully remind them of what could be a possible ''transformation'' to turn the hue ''dark'' and paint the ribbons with dark strokes and destroyed ribbons that can't ''wrap a unit that's unrepairable'' you see dear darling when I saved you that day by my pupil the Shadow Elf Silius I knew somehow someway we would meet again and you would as my pupil about me. Perhaps that's why I traveled and left my kin but if I could look at my reflection through a ''smoked mirror'' I could see my head with a wolf in a ''vampire cloak'' just like you as we both held blue black adult paws and claws together as a ''unity'' I can see now as we lean back to back you can see you looking up at the ''sky'' thinking I want to to return home but I must forget both mothers and hopefully putting on a ''vampire cloak'' will ''change me'' because when my sword is down next to you Sir Vampire and I lean on you I left blank and speechless looking at the ''void'' thinking ''return to origin the original master of alchemy and shall the devil be me'' you see my dear Sir Vampire Alvastar I just want my canvas to be understood with many colors even if the colors change everyday and I want my ink to be put on a lover and his soul and spirit onto mine. I'm obsessed in a different way but Alvastar if I told you I want to put a ribbon hanged high on a totem swaying in the wind of the trees will the shadows tune into a dancing ''chime'' chime of the ''bells of the summoning of the wisp and entering a container'' I want to be realized then that perhaps my coat is a half mixture of what is ''dead of me'' and what is ''alive with me'' but I can't seem to dry my ''raven feathers on my body'' I can't seem to get the Snake to go ''up on the pillar but only on top of my shoulder and gazing with them purple gems at me'' knowing the poisonous design is ''MYSELF'' Sir Vampire Alvastar tell me.....what if.....
The Vampire that cloaked himself with the wolf's head but only the midnight staid on and the abyss wolf staid as a ''dancing cloak'' for the demon wolf queen. The one that swirls in the wisp aura. Tell me Sir Vampire is this tiredness the one of the destroying moon of deceit or is this so? I wonder if the cloak can be come fully opened surrounding the midnight in a full open unit of the abyss cloak. As they say Sir Vampire I want to be turned ''upside down'' wrapped in the wings of night.
Midnight Wolf - Female
Abyss Wolf -Male
The one that carried the dragon water egg through the serene water. The wolf splashed and danced in the serene water. Swirling with ice cold water. Dark blue. White Scales. Off Black Onyx and Red. Visu. Visu. Visu. Come find me dear. I'm ready to find what really destroyed me that day. The path of the Armed Dragoon.
This dragon water egg and this gift left at the south end barrier of this called fort. What does this mean the dancing ice water and the wolf holding the dragon water egg mean? I wonder if this mean that a wolf can love a dragon? Or perhaps I can love another ''creature'' tell me what does this mean eh? Oh dear....sir vampire my teacher and my sidekick of the shadows? Is this love?
What am I'm looking for here? Friends or a possible date? Also if you're old enough to be my dad then no thanks and also I'm not into poly or anything that tasteless or no class or modest. Doesn't respond to weirdos that are into high s-e-x-u-a-l things as well as sending me
or any weird flirtatious remarks would not make me talk to you also for people thinking I'm insecure on here or edge lord seeking out attention you guys are hilarious you don't know what I been through so A + for assuming $hit LMAO. So please behave yourself? K? You might need life alert to help you've some kind of conversation going with me. LMAO. My conversation skills are dryer than the Sahara Desert LMAO. But once you give me a topic like video games or your hobbies I can normally roll with that the problem is I'm not good at starting the conversation -cricket outdoor noises start- I just freeze and end up blank. I also have funny reasons why I'm blocked you can and here are a few of them. Ranges from getting blocked because of a long profile or asking to read my poetry but this is my favorite one so someone on here said that he liked me I couldn't figure out why he wasn't talking to me so I saw is Instagram which mind you was on his page here so I didn't stalk him he posted pictures of his new girlfriend on Instagram LMAO. Yeah I've been blocked before cause I caught liars LMAO.@ this given time I've given up finding a relationship so I'm full of self doubts and lost faith so don't blame me and my negative attitude. Also I'm not a side piece. Trophy wife. Or will date for physical attractions. I don't take tons of photos of my face for several reasons and this is one of the top ones. Why can't I get oh you're cute or adorable or pretty but I also think about how unusual or interesting you're?
Anyways if you're looking for someone to chat with I often stay up @ 3-6 am unless I'm in a pain and need to take some PM pain relief @ night.
How do I think about this website? Almost 50 percent of the creatures/people on here are weirdos as in the creep kind and the rest most of them are A$$holes. Also I'm rarely attracted to physical attraction very rare will I find a guy that makes me physical attracted to him. I also love odd facial structures. Lanky or spider like limbs.
I find vultures and moths and spiders cute!
I will signal a like on your photo or comment or something similar to see if you want to have a conversation and all that fancy stuff.
Positive side effects: Euphoric feeling. Happiness. Full of puzzling/weird and possible looks from your phone screen and giggles and laughs. Pure weirdness and high spiritual sense of knowledge and life style. I love animals! I love to see people's artwork and pets and anything that tickles their fancy! Opinionated to make yourself to do better about yourself and try to get you to smile! Show me your cats or your pets! Show me your artwork or any art form that also tickles your fancy heh! I'm normally creative as in spiritual writings and so on and I just wish I could draw but I can't even if my live depend on doing so LMAO. But wait there is more! No refunds with your order and your screwed! Jokes on you! Buy now and get free double the dosage! I've more information about me just ask. I already have an application already made and ready to go for you! However my application is pretty long and can take a few days to adsorb the information and the side effects of that is. The reason for my application is so that way you don't waste your time. Everything is given out and you can decide to either stay or go because really if you say no to reading my application that means you've denied me and show me complete utter disrespect.
Negative side effects include: 50/50 misunderstanding me. 50/50 madness. High anxiety and other emotional downfalls. Mental breaking. Knowledge not for the weak minded. No pun attended tidal wave of emotions. Ask for my information at your own risk if you think you will have high anxiety after reading deep personal information such as spiritual and physical plane then I rather you not and move along. I will not ask you to seal yourself in knowing about me. Let's see where the tides take you dear one. Dangerous side effects besides recently listed and now in small fine print on the bottle: Intoxicating personality. Nausea. Euphoric or dream state of thinking. Always thinking about me.
The way of the Zen.
I don't do Skype. Twitter. Snappy or anything like that similar. I only do K-iK and GH. Also any E-mail works for G-google Hangouts. Doesn't matter. I also like to keep my life very private so I don't - refuse to get lots of social media and I don't even own FB this is paranoia issues of being stalked. I also have my Instagram set as private until I get a better phone I will message on Instagram but until then I won't be messaging back and forth on Instagram and I've a old iPhone SE phone so you can only just think for yourself how good of a battery life that is and thinking about getting a iPhone 7 because that's all my broke A$$ can afford @ this time. I also use a lot of emoji stickers and installed Mii emojis get over yourself if you don't like em. One time I got blocked for using them and the person said I was harassing them LMAO.
I'm not well liked and not many people know why I act the way I do. I want people to notice and understand me before placing judgement on me. I know this sounds mighty edge lord like but the truth is that is how people think of me. I never been well liked because of my mental problems and awkwardness. A lot of people think my spiritual writings are begging for attention which is A wrong I could careless about gathering attention and B being a edge lord insecure creature well B you'r wrong because everyone has their own personal problems and other ways to cope with situations in life for one thing such as me I never been the one to say I'm sad because of _____ or -install another reason in there- no I've to make a gigantic wall of text of how I spiritual feel because I can't otherwise. However I feel this is a natural gift that I've with my intuitive spiritual ink pen ribbon that flows within me everything comes out natural. Also about insecure everyone will have a insecurity such as for me my skin issues and how my teeth looks because that was my own fault for not taking care of them because I was so depressed I didn't care about taking care of myself. There is no such creature/person that has 0 insecurities because I will call BS on you. Also I never felt comfortable wearing sandals or flip flops until my middle 20's because I was born with crooked feet. I don't give a $hit anymore. However what's amusing is apparently I'm a circus act edge lord with massive insecure which is false cause uh my insecurities are like the most common I'm pretty much sure creature/people out there have insecurities about their skin and teeth. I don't see anything insecure about that because that's normal to feel that way. I think what people need to realize and understand that not everyone is going to have a life full of rainbow daises and sunshine. So please for the life of me and Satan himself how about you know me before judging me? Oh wait that's difficult.
Ask about my favorite Drag Queen! I love Miz Cracker! The only T.V. I watch is cooking or fashion related shows other than that I'm watching let's play on YouTube. I hardly play my PS4. I'm also a wolf mother if this bothers you than leave. I also am a picky eater but I was raised this way and I was taught that was acceptable to be picky. Favorite food is seafood and I do love pumpkin flavors as well. I was a past pill and alcoholic back in the day but I'm not so much anymore. I didn't want help until someone made me to summit by force to get help. Creatures/people think my spirituality is for all show and a circus act so I can get attention points no without spirituality I wouldn't be as a composed as I was in my insane years 3 ago. Judge after you've known someone for a few months or over a year. People can change their hues and personality over time. This is why you should never settle for something so fast in a creature/person.
Castlevania soundtracks are the $hit never played the games though LMAO. Also love the .Hack series. I do have a video game and anime trivia sheet already filled out however I left some stuff blank for conversation purposes so if you don't see a video game I either A know a lot about the video game or @ only know the cover or the title or nothing at all lmao.
If I view your profile and are interested in me send me your inquiries @ Ki-k TheFourWolfPrinces or GH is snakesayswilde and you can message me on either one and if you need to e-mail a wolf mother you can do so at the given g/mail account and the reason why I don't message on here back to back is their system here will automatic assume you're a spam bot and then you will have to wait 24 hours to get your account lifted on here one time I almost waited for two days LMAO and in my photos I've left comments about me and other things as well if you want. If you don't reply back to your inquires that's because I'm unsure and self doubting if you will like me or not because my mind is full of extreme paranoia and self doubt. Anyways I would prefer if you message me one of those platforms that way I don't miss your message in my inbox or something! Also let me know who you're. Have Instagram if you want to see a spam of cats. Alright then that's a wrap for my profile!
So if you don't see me on here logged in for a long amounts of time either @ I don't feel well and need to work on getting myself back to feeling or B I've given up trying. However for example if you see me not logged in a few weeks or what have you MESSAGE me on one of my contact platforms. I don't own anything else so don't bother sending me a message asking if I could chat on Instagram or get another app. Not happening!
Also! Don't forget to look at my picture comments for more information about me before deciding to waste your time contacting me!
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