Some human on here called me perfect. LMAO PERFECT! Ha!!!! I need a drink time to have some alcohol above all else. Secondary a human on here called me awesome now that I might have to convey a sentimental giggle in both the midnight wolf and abyss wolf skull.
P.S. Why can't anyone tell me how terrible of a creature I'm and humiliate me? I've given up anyways.
If you want to message here because I will be afk from here or possible log out and forget this site ever existed lol I know i'm terrible @ Insta sleepydreamwolf or \KiK/ @ SendMeBoyLove666 and also if you ever got a friend request from me that means do you want to talk to me or no? Or if you see something on my profile you can talk about that as well. Either or if you don't have \KiK/ or Instagram you're quite screwed because that's all I've for messaging besides Google Hangouts and email and texting LMAO.
I've a autobiography about myself so I won't waste your time as a friend or a possible relationship and we're not allowed to post links here so I can either send you the link on here or I can break my autobiography down final paws down for you in categorized sections for easier reading etc. My autobiography takes about 30 or 45 minutes or near a hour depending on how fast you're as a reader. Simple enough why I made a autobiography if you're still curious about why I did for a further detailed explanation just ask me. I also will find that highly disrespectful and rude if you don't want to spend time reading my profile when I spent hours making the autobiography.
P.S.
If you didn't understand something from my autobiography just ask my English is quite broken because of my wolf tongue from that final paws matter.
Height: 5'2
Weight: 95
Status: The silky wolf momma the beasty one shadowy and wispy heh come see what desires I've in my heart my compassion and my burning black flame.
My relationship status is: Complicated and Brokenhearted.
Current mood: Given up needs alcohol.
Spirit's and their mood: Neutral everything feels fine and energy feels fine and happiness.
My sons and their mood: We're tired of people hurting our silky wolf momma and we want our momma to be happy and loved for who she is. Nobody wants to be nice to our momma anymore and that hurts us and makes us sad as her pups. But we love you momma thanks for hatching us in the spirits. We will always love you and be your handsome princes and knights to protect you. Also momma we wanted to say we're thankful everyday that you're our mother and we couldn't been more happy than to be born by you. So momma with that said we want to say we love you from your sons Theo and baby Willen the dark siblings and the twins here! Jackson and Greshimil the water pup and the knight pup.
Current job: Making enchantments and woven enchantments for Demon Kings and their robes and accessories.
Current self thoughts?: Nothing but Yaoi Trash and only select for that final paws matter Yaoi.
Oh beautiful moon of lies of deceit.
Oh beautiful moon of the lies and deceit tell me what is beautiful to you about the lies and deceit?
Is that because of trickery and trickery of humans like humans on a puppet string?
O that is the case said the observer. Because humans should be tested and observed like cattle and sheep.
O send the humans down under to be served as a token to the King of Spiders himself.
Tell me will I find the true meaning of pure alchemy and what is beautiful to alchemy?
I know one thing Mother Snake and never leaving the path of the true alchemist is absolute and absolute like pure alchemy.
Absolute like the queen wolf and the abyss wolf that guards her and loves her.
Tell me now moon what is your true colors and intent?
Sin like humans?
Sin like being tortured in Hell forever?
Let's take our throne my midnight wife.
This is ''US'' our life our family and our sons.
We will all take the form of true alchemy.
This will be a new Hell.
I lost my insanity and then I lost you. I can't control this madness anymore. I can't cope. I can't handle myself.
So in the dire end this helpless and vulnerable a cornered wolf know where to go but holding the dagger close wary of people that try to get by her. The Queen's Guard has left the King's Guard. A mistake on life and a mistake like myself. This madness making me spiritually naked. I can't cope this madness or myself. What have I done wrong to feel this way? Not listen to you my King's Guard? Did I ignore your wish and desires as a alchemist? Did I fail somewhere? I know that somehow someway I can't deal with feeling like this anymore. This haze and feeling like nothingness. Oh someone help please. I wish to no longer feel this way but I want to feel nothing in a sense of nothingness in life. Cold and a refresh blank slate. Demon is alive and coming out of the vessel's core. The King of Spiders and his eggs is hatching. I sense. I feel. He's coming for me. He's coming for me. He's coming for me.
I'm losing my insanity tonight.
I'm going through a lot of problems that I can't seem to cope with.
My spirits are wispy shadowy and turning quite spooky like Mr Spooky Spook.
I don't know what to do anymore about myself or this vessel. I feel helpless and vulnerable. Like a beast without any armor on I feel spiritually naked like a haze.
I don't know man I really don't anymore.
Goodbye this is farewell.
The alchemist for he saw his fate a new one holding a tiny spider and attached daggers on the back of the threads. Mr Bel Bel the King of Spiders....I need your assistance once more. The alchemist for he fell on the young eggs closed wolven eyeballlllsssss O mother please I can't anymore. Faded eyes. Holding Spider. Holding Spider. Holding Spiders. For the alchemist wrapped his claws over the King of Spiders. I'm a new oath.
I’m sorry if I’m a failure or a piece of $hit to you. I’m sorry for everything. I couldn’t forgive myself. I couldn’t help my own self. Mark of the devil of himself. I had no choice. Even my spirits couldn’t help me then. I’m sorry mother and I’m sorry to my lover that I think this way. Mother Snake what have I done to deserve this? You’re my only mother left after mine are all gone in real and in spirits. If I fail you to one day what would you do Mother Snake? Tell me? But you wouldn’t would you because you’re afraid what I would become to you? However Mother Snake you would put me into a Snake’s Egg to be reborn again. I’m sorry I really am. Please see me in eyes of faith of the true wolf and absolute mother and the form of alchemy. Please let me see beyond and the truth. I can’t be sorry anymore. I can’t be sorry for myself or this sickness. Please let me hold on to faith and hold on to the absolute way of life the tree of Yggdrasil is black to me. As I’m the true form and darkness. You once tried to save me. My love. But little didn’t you know I couldn’t save myself from this mess. Let me sleep in Hell forever. My throne is empty and the demonious fruit must fall from the clock tower of Hell. Dream now the child of the magi of disaster. Dream now and shall the pain and agony should be sealed just like the beast seal himself.
Feel free to send me pictures of your cats. Pictures of Shounen-Ai pictures of anything. Or your arts or crafts. Tell me I'm pretty but only by my soul and spirits. Tell me I'm famous because everyone hates me and I don't tolerate impure sinners and closed minded humans. I don't tolerate you. I don't tolerate you. I don't tolerate you.Tell me I'm selfish and greedy because I want to see you for YOUR TRUE COLORS. I want to keep you all to myself oh my lover where are you? This yearning desire. Where are you? Where are you? Where are you?
Hitorijime My Hero - Heart Signal (KousukexSetagawa Mix) w/Eng & Romaji lyrics
My madness swirling. My madness is swirling. My madness is swirling. Ah this power! This power is miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! You're mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I will say that’s amazing what self obsessed people think about others people’s physical appearance does to someone. So obsessed that the so called people can’t see anything else. People are blinded by physical appearance and social status and fame so blind the so called people can’t see people’s souls or spirit or spirits what a sad shame to live in a life with such blindness and consumed by such sins.
People should be aware what self awareness feels like to be awake and full open eyeballssssssss however being self aware is a blessing and a curse. Because our obsession is looking at sin with such sadness and grief and despair and isolation and then pure insanity with a racing brain sensors turning into a certain kind of madness for certain individuals.
^
this is normally the 100 percent spark that sends someone like this midnight wolf momma down this path. Spiritualism isn't something I've learned and became part of saving my life in one night these core values didn't happen over night or a few days or a few weeks or a few months. How about you think and picture this that I didn't become this way till years and years later. I'm not expecting anyone to understand this for this final paws matter but I'm getting tired of explaining myself right now and want to go into the furs where I feel safe and comforted in all the furs.
However I will say I can’t spiritually teach someone or these morals. But I can guide someone and give advice and that's all I really can do for you. But this is something that you’ve to be willing to do yourself. Open up. Be aware. Be attuned. Make yourself a blank clean slate. Time and breathing meditation. A meditation to take deep breaths and listen what’s around you. Your spirit or spirits. Your deep feelings. Your heart. Your core and most importantly for that final paws matter is your soul.
That’s all I’ve to say now before I update my profile one final time. This last time I ever will. I highly doubt anything will change from now and several years about my core values but I don’t think I will for that final paws matter.
Humans have made me understand I can change myself out like parts. If I don't like myself. I will change myself into parts of alchemy components until I'm happy. Humans. One day I'm for certain that you perhaps will see the wolf without the beast mask and see the midnight and abyss wolf and the TRUE colors of ''US''
Multiple wolf heads? Oh right you can't see ''THEM'' because all you care about is physical attraction and beauty but you forget the faces can be of MANY but you're to fabricated on what's on the outside and not on the inside. Selfish desires human greed and humans play things. You've no morals or grace or modesty. There is no dignity anymore. Shameless ONE
You're so obsessed what someone looks like and you forgot what their face looks like with multiple wolf heads
King of Spiders....King of Spiders....Bel Bel the mark of the ''Spider's Back'' guided poison....oh give me the eyesight and the correct judgement to see....and see throughout the clouded hazed mind....so many memories....ah....the mask of the ''Spider''
Purifying rain and the drowned hair of the raven of arms the black hairs and the raven. Black Water the final seal of the lies of the moon. Look at me mother. Look at me mother. Look at me mother. I made this body for you so I could avenge you. I'm the very form of alchemy itself. Tell me mother am I beautiful to you?
Not only then did the alchemist ask the devil a series of questions but the alchemist as a very important thing to both and all the multiple wolf heads a question which the devil reflected upon the beast mask. What is beautiful about me? Can you tell me the alchemy number that I'm? Tell me what is pure alchemy to you?
Once I figure out the true form of alchemy then I'll understand beauty because after all beauty to the midnight and the abyss is pure alchemy dolls and puppets the observant and the tester.
My love for her my love for her the one that cloaked my abyss fur into a midnight wisp for she is my midnight fur we're also known as ''I''
I wonder if you could see the gray eyeballssssssss and the red eyeballssssssss of the beast slits. I also wonder if you can see only one face talking or two or one of many faces. However if that is perhaps certain that you could see my true colors then that will be certain one day I will know what true love is. Love me for my fragile self and love how poisonous and lethal and intoxicating I can be. I hope one day you will see my true colors. Then I’ll know you will love the midnight side of me and the abyss side and a thank you from the midnight wolf and the abyss wolf. Thank you for accepting my true colors and my blessing and a curse of the beast blood. One day this will be true and absolute
When I think of you and your love for me one day. Do you really think you could love me for what I really am? My true colors and shades? Could you tell me the beast blood is beautiful within your heart of black? Could you tell me I love you and everything about you and even your midnight wolf and abyss wolf self? Could you really love me for what I'm? Could you love a creature that's fragile delicate like a flower but lethal and toxic with deadly thorns? I really wonder when I think about you. I always think could this be? Is this for certain?
When the beast heart will take over will you still love me? What if I'm not myself? What if these emotions and thoughts isn't of myself or isn't of the abyss wolf what if the emotion and intent from the beast heart? This beast blood....ah.....
Selfish Greed and Obsession and Jealously for no reason what is wrong with me? Or what's wrong with you? intoxication and poison is my favorite add on. Experimentation of insanity and happiness. I'm my demise I'm the monster notice the horns inside of my midnight and abyss wolf skull my crown is invisible you little $hits
Internal Suffering.
This is my pain and my pain alone.
Anyways behave yourself now bye bye. Logging into The World now.
