I've always found dating/networking sites kinda awkward, they're like a catalog of mating strategies and hey, I get it... we all wanna feel wanted but I've always felt like I was pretending to be something I wasn't when I was chasing 'trends' etc. coming to understand it's an affectation of mostly negative emotions.
So I abstain from those games and try and keep that s**t out of a life that wants to be as uncomplicated as possible. I'm not gonna use some psychological or sensory trick to get you to like me, I don't even like wearing cologne (obv use deodorant, I'm not a total savage). I'm just me, preferring to be free from the prejudice inherent in the identities we like to proclaim, easily misrepresented as they usually are.
When I'm around people I might be reserved, people watching, or I'm silly, sarcastic, facetious etc. trying to amuse myself/whoever I'm with and or avoid small talk with someone that would otherwise wanna talk to me about people they resent. Otherwise I'm probably gonna lay whatever's on my mind on ya... if you've ever thought it I probably have a coherent perspective on the subject should my brain work, always interested in broadening it. I'm just trying to figure this human s**t out.
I like good music, and that could be anything other than 'pop'... I hate having to listen to 'modern pop' on the radio all day, it's like I'm letting something manipulate my disposition and I can't understand why anyone would allow that. My playlist is mostly eclectic, some full albums I listen to are from Sabbath, Sublime, RATM, Graveyard, Streetlight Manifesto... and I like discovering unique sounds, so if you know of any bands that are pioneering a genre or using some obscure classical instrument in an unusual way you best share that.
I game on PC. 6ft.
"using 'state socialism' not to address the problems underlying the alarming disparities of wealth but instead to treat the symptoms that emerge because of it, moving money around to placate a populace as the richest grow ever richer, is evil."
- me
