Personality wins over beauty. I will not be your beauty icon and I won't be your trophy either. Looks shouldn't be the reason you should be friends with someone or date someone. I don't believe in attraction should be the star of friendship or dating. Also for my small amount of photos you probably wonder why? I got sick and tired of the comments about my looks etc and being idolized about my looks. Anyways with that being said it's probably sad right? I'm boasting about self image issues because men made me this way and people. I know when you get done reading my whole profile you're probably thinking ''man she's so dramatic'' say what you want I really don't care! But enjoy my profile no matter what you think! Also one more thing! This profile is super long because I can't put myself into one sentence! ^^
Why am I on here?
Friends or a date. No poly, one night stand, causal, FWB and no 50 boyfriends lmao. Now let’s see....qualities. Someone that matches my quirkiness and weirdness. Someone that has a variety of a mix bag personality someone’s that is a goofball and an oddball I suppose. I really don’t get along with someone that can’t laugh, take a joke and understand silly metaphors for a weird strange joke. Someone with kindness and honesty. Someone that wouldn’t mind a lot of cats or pets. Someone that understands and is willing to understand the rocky road and not give up in a relationship. Someone that can tolerate the kind of person I’m. I’ve a lot of problems with me and I need a lot of care but in return loyalty and honesty and communication I can give. I also want someone to take me to a lot of concerts. Someone to try new food with. I guess I’m asking for old fashion standards. Not really into this whole modern stuff. My request are pretty basic I guess. I also love supporting the Metal Texas scene as well. So pretty basic I guess lol. Also understand I will not spend the night at your house day one, week one, week two, several weeks and a month. Give me more than a year to know you. Also another thing you must understand something I'm very terrible at conversation starters. However with that said most of the time I will have no clue ever on what I should say or make a conversation stater so good luck!
What do I do everyday? Sleep mostly, hardly getting out of bed unless it's extremely necessary, playing the PS4 I love RPG games, I love farting around on my laptop (mind you I've a folding table near my bed for food, drinks and a laptop) the only thing I'm missing in my room is a snack cabinet and a mini fridge which I wish I could've a blue one or a purple one not sure about a pink one but I don't have room for one in this small room
normally farting around YouTube or watching psychological anime anything sad, dark, sadistic and makes you boggle your mind. I'm really not into happy go lucky anime just ew! You can keep your sappy anime elsewhere I also hate Naruto and Death Note go ahead and sue me and get the pitchforks out 
I also enjoy snacking around a lot although I'm an extremely picky eater!I do a little bit of spirit writing and not much though cause this is very draining on me. This is almost an intuition and flow of the psyche, body, soul, mind and the flow of the spirit. I do have more writings like these just ask! Anyways these do have a lot of hidden messages between them. Also I've one more thing left on my profile after this so you're almost done reading my whole profile!
Have I ever said recently the way I feel or a lack of thereof? I really don't speak anymore about how I feel or thus so certain of the way of life which I failed remorsefully understanding. Saieh has spoken through me many times. But then there has always been the crown of my head and the core of my body. I've asked many questions given the age of time and my true identity which I still fail at understand what a identity is a husk and a developed fake personality which I'm ridden for the rest of my existence of misery. So there I had a visit with Saieh again recently I've been studying more and more about this subject and onward. When I came in with my wolven book held between my claws Saieh happened to be studying as well and in very deep concentration and he look up at me with a grin. I asked what he was studying and he said the theory of the wolves with mask and the wolves that were in front of humans the two wolves the hunter and destroyer. The usual for him. I sat down at the table and I set down my wolven book in front of him. I tilt my head and looked at him. Do you know what it's like for the mask peeling off of one's face feels like? He responded well that's like the mask cracking and falling off because yourself is chipping away at itself eating itself and the mask is at metamorphosis state. I question that lately what if the mask is also snake skin. We always said the heart of the snake is the shedding of the core of the heart, Devious, sly, mischievous, trickster and the wise whisker of the snake. But Saieh taps his claws on the table with a grin. But is the mischievous of your heart Little Sister the whisker of your demise the antenna which told you the undoing of the devious sly heart of yours. Is amusement what you seek? Saieh laughs and shakes his head. You know humans are a joke aren't they? Saieh reaches his claws in front of me and he tilts his head and puts his jagged fangs next to my ear and grins. Humans are a tool for you to train your act of kindness as amusement because you don't know from right or wrong because humans corrupted you in a form of fashion which is unrecoverable status phase of the mind. He sits back down on his chair and I look at him. Thus that is indeed true I happen to get up and I look over him with my eyes slanted at him. Saieh may I ask something? Have you ever seen us together holding two mask together near our face? Showing similar personalities but in a way one is the hunter and destroyer in one of those the destroyer cracked the mask but the hunter shield the wolf? Saieh gets up and turns back into his normal form away from his wolven face with crimson eyes and body of man. He happened to cross my back with a grin. Little Sister may I ask you this? Have you seen two wolven totems drowned in a sea of river? It's almost the same as ''I''
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I also don't work/drive because of mental health issues and a lot of personal issues. I've a lot of personal issues but that can be discussed somewhere else so that way the whole public chat on here won't see that lmao. Another thing is yes I know my jaw looks pointy or a bone looks swollen in the photo but I think I've TMJ but don't have money for seeing a doctor about that but I do share multiple symptoms of TMJ and for people wondering TMJ is a joint disorder or something about an inflamed jaw. Anyways on top of that I've been told by doctors I've PTSD, Massive Depression and Bipolar. As well as I've a 7 year old kid and I don't want anymore due to medical and health reasons. Here is my music and you might find some new bands who knows? Not sure if you can listen on my radio station if not you can follow me but hope you find some new bands or we've some in similar! https://www.last.fm/user/I_The_Jackal and also one thing sense people ask I don't smoke and I'm not allowed to smoke due to my dad. I do drink socially. I also will never touch drugs. Another thing as well I'm an extremely picky eater.
