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Also sense that's a struggle I've put pictures together. If you can't figure out context clues I honestly don't think you can be a bother/help lmao. I'm witty, hotheaded, strong opinionated, will fight for my beliefs or friends if the time arises, very sassy, very rude, will control the situation in my way or the best way possible sometimes you just gotta play peacemaker, depressed, fake happiness, laughing at my own-self sometimes, easily amused or entertained, lover of food! Even vegetarians can eat a lot of cool non-nasty things (we don't eat salad or water!) , cat lover, animal lover, video game lover, psychological horror anime lover, can lack understanding of a situation or others (sometimes my communication comes off harsh even if I don't mean that) , lover of nature, good will/heart status until you mess with something I care about, spirituality and religion are two different things I don't believe religion ties with spirituality (I've had a few people think I'm a Satanist and that's far from my personal belief I'm not a Satanist) , I believe spirits exist/another field of a realm do exist (people think it's a hallucinating effect and another fun fact I will never touch drugs this is all natural belief and tuned in with myself etc/if you wonder if I take anything just vitamins for (stress and immune support and sleep aid) people only say hallucinating because people are sheep and people will blind themselves of the truth in front of them. High intellect. Can be sometimes sarcastic even if I don't mean that I'm honestly a jokester at heart, love people that are rare and have rare personality traits. Well as you can gather I'm pretty much a unstable basket-case and I'm a wildcard of personality. Basically just juggle along with me but you know the life motto is you can't get along with everyone. My motto is you can take me or leave me and with that said I can honestly careless if someone doesn't like me or who I'm as a person. My life is already fake enough why would I change for you? Because I'm so honest and blunt towards a faulting point but oh well right? s see I also like Netflix, Video gaming, Sleep, Food, Cats, Psychological horror anime and sleep that's pretty much me every single day. Also Pepsi is disgusting I tried over the years and could never stand the taste. I love Dr.Pepper all my sodas are caffeine free because if I have sleep issues I don't think I need caffeine
. I also like stuff animals/I often just collect TY's and Furbies I found at resale shops. Lava lamps are my light source right now but hey lava lamps are cool I think haha. Rainy/Cloudy is a good weather combination as well. I think fall flavors are awesome/scents/the weather/the leaves as well haha. Icees are awesome but it's rare finding blueberry and white cherry as well. Dr. Pepper is rare as well. We don't have the fancy 7-Eleven where I live (I live in a small town not in the big cities of Texas) well sometimes Taco Bell has good Freezes. Marble/Red Velvet/Cheesecake and Strawberry cheesecake is awesome. However get ready for the torches I think Naturo is just god awful. I would rate that a -0 if I could. Also sorry I tried liking Death Note but I kept on falling asleep but nothing is more awful as Darker than Black season 2. Perverted people, People with high immaturity, People asking for pictures it's highly annoying (let's just say I just downloaded 800 plus cat photos off my phone of my 3 cats and my sister's 3 cats) , People that are judgmental without giving a lick of effort of understanding , People ignoring people (making excuses of why they've not responded the most famous excuse is I'm busy or work got the best of me many will use tactics towards sounding like they're not avoiding you but they are) , People's lack of honesty , People that think highly of themselves or think they've a high social elite status , People that are hypocrites plus delusional of themselves and for the final touch as well people that can't take care/proper research of owning a pet. Now for the personal section if any of my dislikes is a bothersome towards you that's okay because you can't get along with everyone right? I had a few people refuse talking with me after reading this section that's fine it's your choice/your happiness. My mental illness these have been proven by a doctor/not some made up excuse for attention seeking behavior. I've PTSD and massive depression after the lost of my mother I was diagnosed with PTSD last year/with my strength of depression I'm like roller-coaster. With that said I do have my days where sometimes I'm sunk onto the very bottom of the tracks ( I don't like roller-coasters this is a metaphor) so please just hang on with me okay? Sometimes I get in few week energy funk. Real friends will stick by your-side as well as fake friends they will just leave. Now this is personal about my family I personally rather not talk about this as this has started some heated arguments/people have stopped talking with me because the argument got so heated so I would rather you refrain for asking about my family it's just better that way. I've an almost 7 year old Son which I don't want anymore children because of my c-section surgery/how I couldn't walk for 4 months/parenting isn't for me/I've split custody of him as well so this means I'm bound in Texas (this is the state law not my choice) for people asking why don't you love your Son you've your Son you can't have mental illness/you should be beyond happy? You gotta understand losing your mother that raised you with your 24 year life span, guarded you from bullying, guarded you because you only felt loved by her along with my dead grandmother, my mom always fought for my happiness (getting me home-schooled but my dad told her you better not! No!) and on top of that my mom told her all the pain was a needle in her heart. People should understand something having a kid doesn't erase everything. My dad doesn't allow me or let me have friends that smoke weed so that must be kept a secret/lied about. My dad/my aunts don't believe the medical proven effects of weed/says everything is a lie/it's dangerous. Something you must understand my dad/aunts will never believe in weed/that's what happens when they're super Christians. Me and my dad have always butt-heads never got along/our views are totally different/he doesn't understand me/he will never understand me/he expects that I should be a good social person, believes in God, dresses normal, no mental issues and I'm a completely normal child that's the only-time dad will ever accept me. I never felt loved as a child that's my personal belief I also have a problem with me and my sister being six years apart plus I never felt I got the attention span I deserved. I also don't work because of my mental illness/work petrifies me. I also don't drive because I can't handle the burden if someone died in a car crash/I could never forgive myself/plus I can't see out of the corner of my eyes so good/I get really numb/I get really panicky really fast. My dad refuses (he told me this year that he is tired of taking me everywhere and he will not take me towards a concert) just letting you know Conroe doesn't have a Metal venue my favorite one is 42 minutes away/the other is an hour and twelve minutes away. Also my aunts aren't gonna bother no aunt is gonna take me towards a bar/Metal concerts with them being Christian. Plus all my aunts their bed time is like 9 or 10 P.M. my aunts don't stay up till 2 or 3 a.m. Also with me sleeping I sleep till like 5 or so A.M. plus take sleep aid because that's the only sleep I can possible get without feeling super moody. Anyways thanks for reading if you personally feel you can't deal with this type of person that's okay that just how low you can care for one in general so whatever/you can't love someone just because of materialistic items they provide for you.
