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I decided to update my personal info just because i can and i want. I definitely feel a little bit different than years ago appart from some of the things i wrote which i will keep down bellow the text.
I always loved to travel. I do it every year at least few times. For me lavish lifestyle is nothing valuable, i don't care about luxury and endless restaurants and private yachta. I honestly don't some of you might think it's just because i can't afford but truly for me the experience from travelling around without staying in five star hotels is the most important, the same with i don't look for rich guys or sweet sugar daddies, it's for babes, with plummed lips and grotesque eyebrows, i do like comfort but only if it's reach "saty at home" feeling,my most goals are meeting people at the most local, trashy pub you can imagine, eat great local food with your bare hands and just enjoy walking around without the fancy instagramm photos, influencer crowds and other rubbish i truly disrespect.
At the moment i am living in Riga, however i am stuck here as i can't see myself living in here. It's just all together really, small minded community, i feel like a bird in the gold cage. I have a job in small, family run wine shop what I enjoy, since they leave me alone and just let me do as i feel.
My friends often think of me as a weirdo, i am not affraid to rise my opinion and especially if it's something i need to do. I am very calm and laid back however I can't stand racial things as well as some stupid, uneducated talks. I often become a trouble and i am not welcomed in such a crowds which i don't mind at all since i love spend time with good books.
I love cooking, it's my true passion, i love wooden floors, i love charity shops and antique stores, i love deep conversations and good bubbles. I like my morning coffee black and room temperature, i walk a lot and i ride my bike a lot. I am not vegetarian or vegan, i do find attractive almost any food and any sort of weird combinations except sweets. Sweets just doesn't do for me at all.
I am more of urban traveller. Nature and two thousand sunrises doesn't excite me.
Recently i stopped listen music at all at least when i do my casual things, i like to be connected with surroundings at all time. I often go to Jazz clubs when i travel but that's the only case, but mostly when i ride my bike or go for a walk i don't listen at all. As a music if i ever play i like jazz, some vocals, Jamie n Commons. Some strong, powerful voices.
I watch documentaries a lot, it's due to my endless wish to know everything, i am into murder and other crime histories, i always research extra information after. I am good listener and i easily start conversations with literally anyone.
I was never afraid to pack my bags and cat and move, i love animals and i have my soulmate a four legged fur fatty. If i would have a biggger living space i would definitely end up with another cat, a dog and probably an alpaca.
"If i would say i'm grey as grey is the world in rainy days i would lie, lie to myself and lie to you and what than start it could be. It's more end than the beginning. Is it not everything about the process, enjoying it more than results of situations or facts or anything what puts a big fat dot of what you doing.
My body is my canvas and I'm the greatest artist of it, all my exhibitions are expressions of my physical universe.
I'm killing me softly with all my habits and experiments but is it where we go anyway."
