Thank you to the few who have messaged me, you help me open up and feel more welcome.
I have been desperate to find like minded people. All I hear is how "weird" I am and how "normal" I need to learn to be. None of it makes sense to me and I clearly needed to detach sooo now I have lost a lot of people in my life. It helps me to stay focused on my goals but I crave connection. I don't know if I'm looking for a friend or something romantic but I know I'm not looking for someone who shouts "GO CANESSS" or says "lets go fishing, don't forget your Sperrys" "oh my Gawd girl have youbheard about kylie?!" "I'm going to get my boobs done, you should too"...... I'm drowning in superficial people. SAVE MEE!!