So it's been over 2 years now since Emily died, I still miss her so much; I just forgot to keep updating this for the last year, bc my lifes still been f**ked.
I lost 10 of my kitties and got evicted, I've been to jail twice for fighting, i just finally had a relationship since Emily then it turned out she was getting so f**ked up she wouldn't remember cheating on me; she would lie about everything and hide s**t on her phone, and the problem with all of it was, I'm practically poly, so there was no need to hide anything lol, she stole ALL of my stuff while i was in jail recently and just wont give it back, I live with like 3 bands in a big house which is dope but were always fist fighting so sometimes its crazy where i live,
I do know im ready for a relationship still, that was obviously just the wrong person, so im single again, and thats probably why im back here,
I found out I love thes hulu series call Shadow Hunters, so if you love that thats a huge plus, bc I wanna be able to fight my next girlfriend with real swords like Jace and Clary when they have that s*xy ass training scene, look it up on youtube, i want someone that kknows how to have fun and isnt afraid of a more adventurous lifestyle, sometimes mirrors get broken, OH well.
I just know theres a such thing as a Soul group and a Recipicorating soul (Soulmate) Emily would want me to find someone who can truly make me be happy again.
-July 14 2022-
Lucifer- "The Light Bearer" ... "Illumination" told us to eat from the tree of knowledge.
So perceive me as darkness; I am the light, and its because the light is blinding that you will perceive me as darkness.
I will eat from the tree of knowledge because I am a sinner.
-May 2021-
The universe is just a like mirror; it's what an eternal mind (you), uses to refect on itself and have experience of itself.
So yeahhh this year has been terrible for me. :/
It was actually a great year at the start, I finally got everything together, new place, new car, nice income, no bills, just ready to start an amazing rest of my life with my girlfriend of 2 years,, my soulmate, someone who truly loved me and taught me love; sadly they died. They were in a terrible car crash while door dashing, which she just liked to do. Her name was Emily Patterson she passed on May 13th of this year. The weird thing is, my nicknames been Thursday for 13 years and my favorite number is -13.
So this has really messed me up, but what can I do, I'm still alive , I'm still here ,, and I'm terribly alone, in mine and emilys house with her cat and 4 kittens. I'm devastated and I need people more than anything, my hearts broken and I have obviously found and lost my soulmate but I'm still willing to give all the love ahe gave me.
&& trust me when I say; the love she gave will make any stray cat, broken spirit or lost soul feel like they've found home.
My "Faceeebookkk is Thursday Callen
Snap: Acallen2
--Ill be on here everyday for 2020 ^ . X I'm going to have the best year this time,
#InLifeandDeathIllLiveFirst
-My mind is a crystal with an abundance of light going through it.
--I don’t feel like filling this out right now 😏
--Still have yet to get around to actually wanting to takee the time to make a good about me section.
I did forget about this site entirely and its been a while since Ive beeen on here but im interested in meeting new people!
Currently open to the idea of a relationship, I'm very Loyal to the person I'm with, I'm always open to communication and having a good time, I'm not looking for random hookups I think its important who you share your body with so I don't want any one night stands, I'm pretty easy to vibe with and always honest about my feelings, but I'm single right now, if you're looking for serious relationships message me!!!
----- A.K.A I need a girlfriend :bAlso looking for new friends, so guys or girls that are looking for strictly friendships you can hit me up too, I don't cross those boundries if you dont want them crossed, I understand the importance of a male friendship in everyones life
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Truth is I found something magik, I just don't trust showing anyone else-
Religions got it wrong
Current quantumn interpretations got it wrong
Scientific materialism got it wrong
We are eternal mind
The big bang was a transform of mind to matter
Because nothing exist, and it does because nothing needs no creator, all of existence exists,
Existence is an inevitable consequence of nothing
