I've finally found my way in reality I've gained a 7th sense
I can finally see through the clouds of reality and the false lies and deception
I can finally see the through the false illusions
Why self harm? Why self hatred you ask? You brought the worst out of me
I never said you have to love me because feeling sorry or me is shameful
I never said you had to be friend of mine but you wanted to so I wouldn't be alone
I've become hone with my insanity I've become a new being
I've become one with myself my spirit I've created ''spiritual insanity''
If you ever said sorry I can't communicate with you anymore that's fine I'll communicate with the demons in my soul/spirit/wavelengths
Your lectures sicken me I no longer see the fact of humanity
My eyes have seen through the clouds I finally knew what I was doing with humanity because in all reality I was living a false smile/happiness pending towards enjoying humanity I was basically in a play theater
The Lycan rites always will be strong with me and they will not shelter my thought of humanity
The Moon of the rites will always guide me and that's the truth
Truth is a hurtful thing and even is more deadlier than a blade itself
Lying is such a sinful thing but the most I've lied about was my own will and existence
All I can ask one simple thing well maybe not so simple for some but can't you open your eyes with reality once more and see that this creature has evolved her insanity and most importantly herself and her new 7th sense
I've fully became in touch with my own madness
Until Valhalla takes me and I see the very depths of such
All is lost. There I stood dancing like a graceful wolf with wings I come in realization with my paranoia and trauma it's almost like a controlling sense I want everything I love and care about too be next to me and only me it's all about me self scared of losing self control of things being taken away from me I've lost full control over my insanity and Wolven self this is a given fact truth. However in a mer fact I've lost myself and my way I sit there looking up at the night sky wondering when? When will I find myself? When will I find Paradise? When will I seek this peace within my soul? I'm self conflicted with my own self and will almost self worthlessness I don't know anymore. But I've in fact understood something. There I hold the mask the left part speaks I'm Felix I'm the amber I'm the fire of the sun I'm also pride but I'm also sense of judgement of the forgotten sun I'm the heat and the fire of your desire you seek. The right side of the mask speaks I'm Val or Valisker the hone of your madness part of your insanity I'm the bird of judgement I'm also the strings of the puppeteer I'm the pure insanity I'm the bird of the mirrors. The top mask speaks I'm Saieh the true holder of you I'm the intuitive I'm the warrior and magi I'm also the ego and the pride in you. The bottom of mask speaks. I'm the soul of you the worthless one I'm the dire one and the forsaken one. I fall down holding the mask self conflicting with myself there as I fell down I hold the mask as my body and arms and paws shakes and as I clutch and my Wolven eyes open wide however mer so I know the truth this is ''ME'' all of this is ''Me'' look at the disastrous mess I've become thank you for becoming ''One'' and of course the holder of ''Souls''
The Wolf has a question to ask, in fact quite a few. Even if such what is so? However in such was the way of the serpentine, in fact such a heart of the serpentine itself. Striking, venom and impulsive waves, but to ask oneself when will the serpentine ever stop chasing the wolf? Is your answer never? Will the wolf always snarl in defense? Will the wolf ever sit down? When does the wolf always stop hunting? How starved is a wolf? Do you know what it's like to feel like a wolf but in a fact in a not human shell? I'm sure you understand I'm Hell itself trying to live and a wolf living in a human world.
There I remember so many flash backs of you on the hill and the fire and the rage you had....I remember drowning the way you have become....this is ''US' we've finally as ''One'' has reached the total ''Abyss'' oh what have we done? Oh what have we done? One shadow jagged shadow like grin the other a hollowed insane depressed jagged like smile. We've become some kind of spirit ''insanity'' also my KiK username is PrincessUlfMoon and the name should come up as Ulf Moon I normally play RS all day unless I'm doing something or asleep but anyways my username is Jagger Wolf and I'm a noob so
but yeah I know I'm not wanted here or this existence so catch me there if you want or not I simply don't care anymore indeed mer soThere is nothing the can save yourself now because you've found the ''sky'' you found the way through the ''illusions'' I'm living a theater play. One swish of the whiskey glass pondering thoughts ' reality? ''sinking'' one zip of whiskey goes down like poison just like myself in fact it's always a question of how many times have I self poisoned myself maybe way to much to count. I stare and look at the glass look at this pool like a serene way to shut up my demons because that's all I've is playful demons another shot goes down another shot goes down can I've another shot please? I say with a smile. Thank you I shake the whisky glass. Ah what a sweet serene way of life. Ah a tune of the Night O shadowed one sing me a tune of sweet death
Wolves. Moon. Spirituality. Alcohol. Jagger. Jaggrbombs. Mead. Shiner Bock. Stuff animals. I collect Furby's haha. I like sleeping a lot. Well I sleep because some days I just can't do today. I like feeling nested and cocooned. I play RS and it's always more fun when buzzed lol. WWE. I don't have a favorite band. I love a variety of Metal and Witch House depending on my mood but the concert ground with a beer in my hand dancing and head banging that's pure happiness for me. Forest. Trees. The sound of the Ocean it's so peaceful. Darkness. Being away from things. Food however I'm a picky ass eater though that's just me. Also another thing if you have anything else you wanna know just ask because I don't f**king know for the love of Loki right now
Other facts
I've one kid and I don't want anymore. I don't drive and it's a very personal reason if you want to know or curious feel free to ask me. I've personal details about my family if you want to know as well. I don't mind smoking weed or people that do friends or when I get a boyfriend it's just I've to hide that from my dad yes I know I'm 24 years old but I get treated like I'm 12. I've to lie and say no this person doesn't smoke but then again my dad is extremely old fashioned what do you expect? I don't tolerate hard drugs if you do anything hard drugs get away from me. I also will not tolerate perverted people because if you think looks come before personality you can gladly leave me alone and if your message gets deleted there is a reason why. Any other questions? Just ask
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