I am an intellectual/artistic type..i don't like to associate myself with labels and stereotypes perpetuated by the social class, but these are phrases people have often used in description of their perception of reality what they know about me: poet, metalhead, tribal goth, mopey goth, depressive, Viking, Norwegian, Taurus, freak, class clown, cynical, dark humored, hopeless romantic, obscure, and loverboy...
I'm not going to be like many of the guys on here who disillusion females with falsities about their abundance of inherent greatness. I am significantly more honest with myself and with others than that. I am neither the most wealthy or best looking guy that you could find on here. But I am far from the worst. I do have bad hair and poor looks days. I am an occupant of several unhealthy habits. I dress rather age-innappropriate. I'm rebellious, stubborn, sometimes uncompromising, sometimes critical of self and of others, and I am sometimes depressive, negative, & Misanthropic.
.......But I am a really good person with a very kind and generous nature. I do my best to extend respect towards everyone, even those who I might think critically of. But it is possible for one to push me too far, and it's never pretty when that happens. But it has to be really bad for me to consider violence. I haven't had to fight anybody in almost 4 years and I'm happy about that because that's not the kind of person that I want to be.
My more admirable traits are honesty(far more honest than I should be sometimes), loyalty(definite, eternal, & unshakable once it's earned), sensitivity (this has been both a gift and a curse), responsible (despite my few unhealthy habits, rent is always paid & is NEVER late), affectionate(much more than the average guy), generous(another attribute that is both gift & curse), and non-controlling. If there is no trust in a relationship, then it shouldn't exist. I have neither the time or patience to be controlling people and you can't force anyone to love you, nor would I care to try were it possible.
Writing poetry is my greatest of life's passions but metal is what keeps me alive! My favorite genres are depressive black metal, atmospheric black metal, ambient black metal, blackgaze, post-black metal, NSBM, and raw black metal. I also like tribal goth, darkwave, and scum punk alot. And I'm also at times inclined to listen to opera, blues, classical, industrial, and techno.
Some of my top favorite bands are Bethlehem, Trist, Skyforest, Woods Of Desolation, Ad Hominem, Goatmoon, Hypothermia, Dark Fury, GG Allin, Graveland, Moontower, Nokturnal Mortum, Lost Inside, Spear Of Longinus, Mütiilation, Basarabian Hills, Make A Change...Kill Yourself, Der Sturmer, Capricornus, Sunwheel, Aaskereia, Satanic Warmaster, Sterbend, Silencer, and Blutklinge.
I know thats more than a few. .sorry. So, other than that i enjoy reading, especially about things relating to roman history, vikings and Scandinavian history, world war 2, holocaust, paranormal, evolution, dinosaurs, astronomy, planets, serial killers, slavery, revolution, different political & social classes, different cultures & languages, etc. I am fluent in English and Norwegian, and i can speak some German, Danish, & French. I would like to learn Finnish, but ive found that it is perhaps the most confusing and complex languages in the modern world.
So, i think thats about all i have to say thus far. Anything else please feel free to ask and i will always give a thoughtful, honest answer. I wish you all the best success and love this world can offer.
