I'm currently male on the outside, though I identify as female. Everyone always asks me why I want to be a girl and I just tell them that it's not that I want to be a girl, it's that I am a girl on the inside, just not on the outside. I just want to be complete... And I think that the process would be easier to go through if I had someone there by my side that I could trust, depend on, and even cry into on the days I realize I'm worthless, and am a waste of space. I CAN go through this on my own. I was just hoping that I wouldn't have to. I need someone who can look past my clutsyness, my stubbornness, and my low self-esteem. I would like for this someone to be there to hold me up when I feel like collapsing. And most importantly be a hundred percent honest with me. Support me and my decisions, and love me for the person I am, and not the one I put a smile on every morning when I wake up. Please, if you can do this for me, I promise you I can and will do the same for you...