Hey, my name is Dylan. I'm coming off a really tough situation. Well...more than one. I had a 4 year relationship with the girl I loved. But through an unfortunate remembering of a childhood trauma she lost herself, blaming me for bringing her memories back. But I still loved her very much so I continued to fight for her, I never gave up on her despite numerous rejections. Even when she left me "for good" for another man, 2 months later fate intervened and we found each other again...only a matter of time and shamefully after trying to convince her that she wasn't right for that guy for awhile, knowing she belonged with me, she came back in tears and I got her back. Got her back. But the reality of who I got back didn't sit in until later, the girl I loved changed. And gave me nothing. The love we had that was golden had turned into an abusive and loveless relationship. Still I stayed true, even rejecting the girl I had connected with most while my love had went. (Regretfully, even then. But even if it's harder I believe in true love. I believe in staying loyal. I believe in not giving up. Sadly even that was not enough.
So with that, I'm trying a new approach. As much pain as I'm in every day, all the love's still there, I just don't know what to do with it now. I don't have anything really I'm looking for in terms of type or anything like that. I'm pretty inexperienced in romance to be honest. I just hope to find someone to love me. I'm into sports, video games, anime, comics, comic movies, and the like, I am very rarely watching actual TV shows but it's possible. Obviously being here you can probably guess what music I like. I'm the type of person that jokes about everything, sometimes to a fault since that's how I try to fix things, but I am always honest and open with my feelings, never wanna play games or anything like that. As I said...someone loving me is all I want.
Thanks for reading. ^_^
