So my photos arent approved yet, if you wanna find me on FB my name is melody lael clore
I'm a weird person, I've just accepted that. I have been a broken person for years now and have just found a better way to live. If you know anything about metal, you probably already know thats what speaks to me. I'm a metal core/hard core/deathcore fan. I really, really cant stand rap. I judge rap...sorry. Then again alot of people judge my taste because I do take it to the extreme. Insecurity thing maybe, but its who i am.
Soooo im a mom of two awesome kiddies!!! They have my entire heart and soul. My son kieran is 4, and my daughter rosalie is 1 year and 3 months. I was with their dad for years, against my better judgement. I dealt with alot of cheating with him, so naturally my trust is messed up. Alot of abuse there also, but im dealing. I was and still am an addict, but I am in recovery now, clean by 4 months almost 5.I used substances to numb my pain. Wrong reason but its a choice i made and am dealing with it now. I think my problem mainly is that I search for love in the wrong people, my dad was never emotionally available for me. When I love someone, i ****in love them man, no ifs ands or buts about it. And when their intentions turn out to be bulls**t, and im already invested, that throws my heart into my ass and i shutdown. So I guess im looking for a safe balance between hopeless romantic but protected. I want to find the right person, whose intentions are pure, who loves children and wants a family of their own! I may act like an ***hole at first, but im really a big baby lol. I just have to protect myself.
So a description..i have black hair, blue eyes, 5'5, 150 pounds, bunch of tattoos, bunch of piercings, wear alot of black haha. Favorite shoes are chuck taylors. Not a model, but im cool!
